Tired day today!

Esther went to school and joanna and lu wei came to my house to watch Forbidden Kingdom hahaha. Great show.

Then me luwei and mindy went CCK cemetry to take some photos, and then we met jingwei at JP :)

And im here now, photos up soon.....

Still not used to my computer!

Awesome. My bro gave me his mp3. awesome!

K i gotta go sleep now hahahahahahhaahahahah school was boring today :(

:D

Omg i just reformatted my comp

The feeling is indescribable you wouldn't know how i'm feeling...
The agony of waiting 5mins for my comp to start up
Another 5mins for MSN to pop up
Another 2minutes for Mozilla firefox to start
Another minute to stabilize the comp

IS NO LONGER NEEDED. HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Right clicks won't lag my comp now!

But still my processor and everything is kinda slow.

Okay happy esther hahahah. Will upload my photos soon! WOOOO!



Just came back from studying with mindy kon, it's great :)

Hi.

I tried restarting my comp, but still backing it up. Good luck hahahhaha.
Today school was normal, had chemistry practical...

Next week is teacher's day! Can't wait lol :)

Pictures up, soon :(

Hi. Today school was pretty good. All the photo taking, all the guitar playing.

It was awesome! Will upload photos, soon LOL :-D

Ciao everyone. Tired like anything now.

Someday...

But, if you look closely you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way; someone trying to find their place; someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But, that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.

— One Tree Hill

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I spent my weekends unwisely. Lol i stayed at home for saturday and sunday doing NOTHING at all :-(

And i didn't leave my house at all... Lol wth but i am still sick. And there's chem pre-prelims paper 1 and 2 tomorrow.

And i just accidentally spent my 60 SB+ on my RB cheese on Mousehunt. Shit. Unwise decision

Unwise Esther.



Come to think of it, i haven't got the mole concept chapter yet lol. Die!
And yes i haven't register my warranty for canon?!

Hi. I didn't leave house at all today!

But it was real bored. And empty. I miss cell group and church :(

K sunday tomorrow!

Still,

Hi. I am still sick but i went school instead to pass my flu bug around (it was unintentional). Lol sorry guys, i know my cough is terrible. And yes i know it can be heard 5metres away LOL.

Anyway! My CCA miraculously got an A2! Because at first it was E8, that was before the attendance for 2009. And the 2nd one was D6. It was after the attendance, and tons of my classmates got like A1. And i deserve it cause my attendance for Sec 3 is like 31% only HAHAHA. But my sec 4 is 82. Because if your CCA attendance falls before 75% for ANY year, it'd be considered void. Yeah then i went to find Mr Zahed, he told me it was irreversible. So yeah i thought i'd just stick with a D6 but yeah i got a A2! Maybe it was after all the adjustments of CIP points, but still 100hours of CIP is equivalent to a point of leadership I THINK. Still, i am happy. Thank God!

Anyway Church tomorrow, might not be going lol. I don't want my church friends to be sick too. Yeah okay i'm going to get some rest, soon.

Ciao!

P.S Thanks everyone for showing care and concern to my illness, very much appreciated ;D

Omg i just choked on my strawberry vitamin and my sorethroat is hurting even more. The vitamin is super huge lol. And the pain was excruciating :( I barely can't beathe for 2seconds. I was too excited telling my mum about my CCA points lol! I'm still alive! Thank God :D

Still sick, with a fever of 38.8 as of yesterday night.

I slept from like 5pm to 10am today. Great! Yes i missed school.
Now still down with serious cough and flu. Lol. I sound very funny on the phone. My voice, is kinda weird now.

Still got tonsa phlegm stucked in my throat lol :(

Later, folks.

:D

Thank God ;)

For the B3 for my Chinese O levels and Distinction for Oral
I thought i'd screw up my oral lol. Seriously after chinese orals i was so depressed. Cause i practically skipped one whole chunk in the passage, and also during conversation i kept repeating and repeating my points.

Really surprised when i got my results. I still remember during Term 1. I passed up all my chinese asignment (They stand a 40-50% of your report book) but i failed my common test.... So i failed. Yeah come to think of it, i haven't passed my Chinese since the start of Secondary school, from Sec 1 till now. I really doubt how was it possible for my PSLE to get an A. Haahahahah still, thank God!

Hehehehe happy Esther! Still contemplating whether to re-take or not. Like what mindy said, it's tempting to retake Chinese, but i don't want to go through the trauma of facing Chinese again.

Hhhehehe okay going to have a nap now, i'm still... Sick. And yes i survived 1 chemistry and 1 physics practical today, with the excitement of getting to know my chinese results. LOL i was super happy, yeah.

On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you can use any excuse to be happy.

You know how sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another? Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond! - you can use any excuse, any at all to be happy. Don't just soap your body in the shower - caress it and receive pleasure from touching and being touched. Don't just walk on the street - enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way. Don't just drive your car - sing karaoke to your favorite radio station.

The Lord has been good to me ;)



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17 Aug 09, 18:58
Vian: good luck for prelims!! I'll be like u next year :( vexed
Hehehe thanks! Yeah stressed huh. Sec 4 :(

16 Aug 09, 23:27
luwei: jiayou for ur prelims!!=Di got pray for u!=D
Lol thanks, ah lu!! :-D

16 Aug 09, 13:19
zhaoxun: For a second, I thought you're gonna have a geog oral when you said this "Geog and English orals on monday..." ! :P
Omg you are so lame. HAHAHAHA :p

16 Aug 09, 13:02
Vian: Tag! You're it!
16 Aug 09, 11:33
Vian: Hi esther i blogged about the zoo trip too :(
HAHAHAHA poor us, never mind. It shall be a reward during the dec hols ;)

15 Aug 09, 00:06
Daniel: how was prelims
15 Aug 09, 00:06
Daniel: hey ES
Hi kwon! Hahahaha yeah it was good! Thanks for the concern ;)

14 Aug 09, 10:07
Josephine: you no wat, i think everthing that happen to ur facebk and computer, is forcing u to concentrate on ur studys! :)
Lol true. :( LOL hehehehe study study

13 Aug 09, 22:59
mindy: har? 88GB only har? my ipod 120GB leh. :D
Tsk mindy... That wasn't very nice of you!! HAHAHA

12 Aug 09, 23:55
luwei: yeah conquer ur Os!!hahahz=D jiayou!
Hehehehe thanks yah lu!

12 Aug 09, 22:17
Jiazhen: hello esther! :)
Hello jiazhen! Hahah rare tagger :-D

12 Aug 09, 02:36
luwei: muahaha
huahahahaha

11 Aug 09, 22:14
Jotham: Potential photographer training in progress. Go tell MuEn you wanna be Photographer for the next event lol
HAHAHAHA i doubt he'd. So many good photographers in YI!

11 Aug 09, 15:18
Josephine: NO! U are band from photography this year! Study for ur olevel! Once in the life time and that's it! Photography next year still can.
:( :( Com'on. I only take it as something to relax for me lol :-(

11 Aug 09, 01:05
mindy: i mug very mad meh.
Yeah madder than me lol!

10 Aug 09, 03:30
luwei: hihi esther!i m here to tag!hahahaz jiayou in photography n ur Os and GOD!
HAHAHA thanks!!! :-D

9 Aug 09, 20:51
chiewmin: TAGGED! Esther. (: i dont know what to say LOL.
THEN DONT TAG LA. HAHA JOKE (L) Thanks for the tag!

9 Aug 09, 11:20
zenna,<3: hiie! esther ! tagged you :D
hii3 Z3nnaz. Thannqqq eurhhs f0r dhha taqqs LOL

:)

Esther is feeling a little feverish and runny nose now.

I hope that tomorrow i won't be sick........ I must.. never... be sick then i am now.
Tomorrow : Chinese O levels result, Physics and Chemistry Practical :(

Jiayou everyone! Okay going off to sleep now, good night ;)

Happy :-D

On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when the sun rises, it rises for you.

Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All. How far can you now feel your Self expand? To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?... half way around the globe?




Esther is crunching on her yet to oxidized apple and feeling really awesome about "O" levels English today!

The reading was pretty okay, but there's a few tough words like memorabilia it was total stranger to me. Yeah and then for the picture it was still good, about a enclosed area with 2 indian guys selling their stuff from India or africa? I said they were from India and africa because of their skin and they had some indian god statue on their table. Also the examiner prompt me twice, yeah so overall for photos i did quite well! I said there was a middle aged lady standing there with her arms crossed and contemplating whether to buy the leopard print shirt. HHEHEHEHEHE.

And lastly for conversation it was a hit on! I thought about travelling before this oral, and yes the Conversation questions were "Where would you like to go for travelling or where have you been." I said about photography, how i loved it cause it was created by God and also said about Kenya, the little orphans, Europe, Rome, About my penpal living there. I wanted to say Alaska, about the Northern lights, but i forgotten!!! I also said there will be challenges, it is nothing without challenges. I also quoted "The hiltop hour wouldn't be half as wonderful if there were no dark valleys to traverse" by Helen Keller. About how i hiked the great wall of China, how steep it was and facing the challenges to finally come to the breathtaking view of China on the top of the Great wall of China. And yeah the next question was the advantages and disadvantages of a Big shopping mall. I said it is air-conditioned, dressing room, unlike those olden market with stretches of road. And also there would be escalator. But the disadvantages are if they build the building too high (like illuma 7th storeys) i didn't bother to climb the 7 storeys, i also said unlike HDB flat, the higher the house, the more money but unlike shopping centre the lower the level the more expensive.

I wanted to say alot more things but during conversation they ended me quick. But i am glad there were no promptings!! :-D

Yeah overall it was great. Thank God for all these! Like yeah what "God wants You to know" He rises the sun for me :-D I'm awestruck by all these creations!


Mindy just cut my fringe, i love it! LOL!

Why?

Life is a building. It rises slowly, day by day, through the years. Every new lesson we learn lays a block on the edifice which is rising silently within us. Every experience, every touch of another life on ours, every influence that impresses us, every book we read, every conversation we have, every act of our commonest days adds to the invisible building.

- J. R. Miller

Geog pre-prelims and O levels English tomorrow.




Went studying with Kon, Jingwei, Jieying today! K.

Hi. I am giving up a free ticket to the Zoo for my geog pre-prelim paper and my English "o" levels oral on monday.

Wise decision, huh!

So irritated and overwhelmed by life now.

1) Geog and English orals on monday...
2) Birthday cards and plannings to do...
3) Still have yet to upload my class's photos
4) Little india photos lol and the WC's birthday party photos
5) Have yet to register my warranty for my camera -_-
6) still got lotsa things to do. it's uncountable.

So i should just forfeit my trip to the zoo... :(


Anyway just came back from church, and WeiChin's birthday party. Awesome day. Now i'm tired. Gotta go study soon. Seeya!

;)

Wahlau my comp seriously cannot make it. Com'on it's still Pentium IV LOL. Yes i know it's noob with 88GB and 1.28GB RAM lolololol.

And yeah i am uninstalling programme like mad cause i think this caused my FF not to function properly. I can't visit blogs. And it sucks

ANYWAY IT IS FRIDAY TODAY. After school I went for oral practice, it was cool! And then yea detention and slacking awhile.

Yay can't wait for my weekend ;)

Anyway photos up, soon LOL. When i cleared my hard disk -_-

P.S Josephine's right lol. Computer and fb problems to force me to study. HHAHAHAHA.

(L)

Today's paper practically killed me lol :-(

Yeah it was super hard. As in for me lah. I actually forgotten what a histogram was and drew something stupid instead. Anyway I'm going study now! Lol.

Anyway I am sad cause my Roller Coaster Kingdom is not loading on Facebook LOL. Yeahhhhhhh k this is getting draggy. I can't upload any photos now cause my Harddisk of 88GB is FULL. USED UP, BY ME. I MUST reformat my comp before my brother leaves for China :-( Mannnn it's so weird to say it but i'll miss him lol :(

Anyway I miss Indian food! And I miss shooting! Maybe this weekend i'll do something lol.

AND TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT WOOHOO! But Next monday i'll be having my English Oral for "O" levels, MAN I AM THE LAST... LAST ON THE LIST LEH WTH. And my Geog pre-prelims.

LOL :-( Gotta go out and study now. Ciao!

P.S I typed like a retard. LOL :-(



On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know...
... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step.

You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

So true!

Woohoo!

Esther is satisfied cause she studied today! I finally studied maths like 2 topics. At least two topics. At least i touched the books.

And i brought my very cute yellow file for my notes! If i didn't bought it i won't be doing anything about my studies. yay~

Anyway i am still at mindy's house now. Going home Soon Soon Soon Soon.

Lol i got locked outta the house today cause i didn't bring my keys out.




Anyway i have decided to study. And then concentrate on my hobby next year. For now see me mug hard like anything. I shall commit myself to do A photo a day next year ;)

Can't wait till "o"s are over! Oficially 72 more days to Practical? :-D

Mug hard everyone. :-D

:)

Just finished my chemistry practical. My hand smells of metal (all those zn hcl solutions) yeah it stinks.

Lol :( I am feeling very despaired because i can't do anything for my mousehunt hunting group cause they're hunting at a higher level lol.

Anyway studying later(?!) And yeah i've decided to do something LOL :-D And i am happy!



On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are asked for very little, - just the totality of your being.

God demands the totality of your being. That you invest all of yourSelf into celebrating the glory and the preciousness of being alive right now, no holding back and saving for later.

Awesome!

Just came back from Media Outing!

It was great, as usual. Watched "Up" and yeah it was awesome. Very nice and interesting show, for someone like me who don't really like cartoons. Lol.

Yeah it was great, lol.

Okay school tomorrow, pre-prelims on wednesday.
4 more days and another weekend! Woohoo! Okay i'm gonna study, hard, now.

;)

Esther is tired like anything now!

Just came back from Little India with Josephine, Kzhang, Luwei and Jingwei.
It was a great and fruitful trip! Loved it. Love the feeling of reconciling back with my camera again (LOL!)And i ate very nice Indian Butter Naam(?!) and Masala butter chicken (Y)

And yes.. I promise this'd be the last time i'd be fooling around (not fooling, but not spending time studying) And i will study and mug hard next time. Lol i promise i'd lock myself up and study, for real. It's so saddening to see mindy's mugging like mad but me still playing around.
But still, i love photography and won't compromise anything (useless) to it ;) Will still be taking a breather by going around and shooting, but not so frequently.

Mug hard, everyone! Less than 80days to "O" levels!

Posting up photos soon, media outing tomorrow!

:)

Worship

So i'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned

In awe of the one who gave it all

I'll stand my soul Lord to You surrendered

All I am is Yours



Just came back from church, awesome day. yeah went for timo's 21st birthday party! It was cool.
I received a news that Old Changi Hospital is closed.... That's very sad :( So maybe we're going some other places tomorrow :(

Hi.

On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know...
... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

Off to church! :) Can't wait.

Great!

Friendship

Today was great, Lol!

I didn't go to school LOL. And then i went supermarket to get groceries with my mum, and then I went media outing! It was good. Went to eat at Fei Siong LOL. Wanted to play LAN but went home instead.

Great weekend so far!

Thurs - Vivo with Min and Lu
Fri - Media Meeting! (L)
Sat - Church and Timo's b'day party
Sun - Zoo & Old Changi and tuition(?!) and maybe night shooting?
Mon - Media outing!! LOL

Yay! It's like a 5 days holiday. But on wednesday i have my physics pre-prelims paper. Ohhh what a bummer :(


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7 Aug 09, 21:29
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Lol okay voted! :)

4 Aug 09, 12:08
Kel.: hi est you world carp:D ilove you yknow;) hiiiiiii show me ya sexy camera k. i be yr model k. i know you want
LOL come meet me lah. Pls no ty ;) LOL

4 Aug 09, 12:01
QIULI: Oh yes i can tag you alr. :D Hahaha, & you donthave to type my full name out with a Miss infront lor. Hahahah,
4 Aug 09, 11:56
QIULI: Oh hieeeeee. It's been longgggg since i've last tagged you. :D:D
HAHAHA cause me is happy, you where not happy? LOL

4 Aug 09, 11:07
Von: ^.^
4 Aug 09, 11:07
Von: HAHAH , homeland ma , Been using tht site for years . LOL
Hahahah e-stherrr loves LOL

4 Aug 09, 02:15
luwei: u wrote abt us??!thanks!!=D tell me more tml!!-D
HAHAHAHA TSK!

3 Aug 09, 20:53
Von: HI ESTHER ! ;D
HAHAHA hello v0nnehs.,

3 Aug 09, 16:50
zixinnn: Lol Joanna has changed her blog to iamnotzixintheunleashedhornehbunneh. HAHAHAH.
lol yeah i know! LOL

3 Aug 09, 02:16
luwei: hahaha cheong!!
What lah tan!! LOL

31 Jul 09, 10:20
josephine: wah! u busier then me on thur sia :):) i thought im the busiest that day :)
hahaha of course lah, i rushed to so many places.

28 Jul 09, 15:41
Kel.: hello my love:D yknow i love you right. omg est hi guguguagugaugugaaaaa next week justacia? teehee ask dan.
LOL wth is guguguauguauguaa LOL

27 Jul 09, 01:25
luwei: hey wad a great song!!thanks for putting it on urblog!
Lol ty!

(L)

Finally got my camera! Today marks the day of my ownership (LOL)

Happy day lol. Went shooting with mindy and luwei around vivo area. And yea it was great. Lotsa silhouettes, jumpshots, stupid "Super Size Me" shots LOL.

But when i am on my way home, i waited stupidly for 30mins and i realised that the last train left. And then i walked home. Sad esther lol :-(

Great day today! More comin up on the weekends ;)

:D

Lol today's a great day to be remembered LOL.

Yeah i survived maths paper I despite it was tough like anything. But yes esther is very happy now! Because Ms Sng allowed me to change my stuff LOL. Yeah if not my marks would be deducted or something.

Yeah there's National day celebration tomorrw (but the sec 4s and 5s classes would be staying in class and watching some stupid videos?) And yeah i'm contemplating whether to go or not. So LOL.

AND FINALLY I FINALLY GOT MY LAB PIECE IN MOUSEHUNT.
Hurray! Happy day, for Esther Cheong ;)

better than life.

Hello everyone! Today in school was a total brain jam. Jammed with Venice, how it was modernized 2000 years ago. How it fell by incapable leadership/social challenges/ discovery of new sea routes. How it rose by Doge Pietro II LOL. Hahahahahaha. Can't take in any other information except, Venice, Venice and more Venice.

Yeah and Mrs Chong was being very COOL by asking all teachers to report the names when we're studying during their lessons, And it's immediate deduction of marks for us. Lol But yeah i'm sure we all studied like mad cause Firstly, we all knew the topics and the questions(rise and fall lah, duh) and yeah i'm sure no one would wanna dissappoint Mrs Chong. She put in alot of effort in teaching us hahaha.

And now I'm at home, slacking while there's maths Pre-Prelims tomorrow. And yes pre-prelim 's title of "Pre-Prelim" is just dumb lah. LOL. They could've named it Prelim 1 or 2 or something like that, Pre-Prelim...? LOL!

Yay can't wait for the Weekends! A LONG weekend. Woohoo!
Saturday - Church and Timo's house
Sunday - Shooting @ Old changi hospital! Tuition(?!) and FIREWORKS / NIGHT PHOTOGRAPHY/ PIG OUT LOL!!!
Monday - Church and Media outing ;)

Wooohooo okay, I shall go and sleep now lol. Good night everyone!

:(

Everything is against me in this most crucial part of my life. Well not exactly crucial lol. Just feeling a little irritated about today :-(

Firstly, Canon didn't prepare my camera and they made me rush down from school while making me rushing and forsakening my F&N O levels coursework all the way from Yew Tee to Vivo.

Secondly, My trap still haven't caught Ninja Mouse which carries the Map.

Thirdly, something grew on my left eyes. On the tear duct there. And it hurts so badly when i poked it (lol duh) and yeah it's very painful.

Lastly, there's an ulcer on my MOLAR. Molar.... Molar.



And our school doesn't allow us to enjoy the concert (well there's nothing much to enjoy anyway, but much better than staying in the classroom) for all Sec 4s and Sec 5s. And we don't get early dismisal during National Day.

This seriously sucks lol lol lol :(

And I have pre-prelims for Social Studies tomorrow. How nice, wow wow wow wow wow.

Lol :-)

Hello everyone!

I'm at Comp lab now. And still working on my Coursework A. Man using the Internet during F&N lessons seemed so foreign nowadays, since we're ban to use the internet for our Coursework B. Hahahahahahaha and now i am crapping with Miss Tan Qiu Li and i haven't talk to her in ages (actually only 2days ago?)

Anyway this feeling i'm having now is somewhat similiar to the June holidays, when the anguish is all over me. Lol but well, on a happier note, F&N is finishing. Lol. I thought F&N ended but sadly no lol.

K later going to get my camera! I'm feeling very excited but on the other hand i'm feeling super guilty. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$

P.S I hope i get my lab piece on mousehunt :-(

K ciao! :-D

:)

Today's English papers were alright. And for Compo i wrote about Year 2008, I wrote about Mindy and Luwei, and how my grandfather passed away (Lol i didn't actually have one when i was born). I wanted to write about Miracles, about the miracles in Thailand mission trip, but i guess the teachers would be skeptical about it, and i would be judged lol :-(

Yeah then paper 2 was about Ants and Thailand's Traffic system.
Having a headache now, I don't know why. Going off to sleep now! Good night everyone ;)






On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know...
... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

down down down.

Monday tomorrow. End of another great weekend. Clocking down to Friday night!

Pre-Prelims English paper I and II tomorrow! All the best everyone.

Oh today i took MRT to bugis aLoNe i went tuition aLoNe i took bus home aLoNe LOL.
But it was good :)

Good night, till then, see you, ciaos, adious, toodles!

What if...

One day you realised that you won't have the chance to do what you wanted to do earlier?

Oh hi. Went luwei's house to study, but played with his 50D instead. Awesome!

A Very nice reflection with his mirror.

Mindy using his mac to use GarrageBand(?!) lol ;)

Lol yea i think this shot's cool. Thanks luwei! P.S I realised i ACTUALLY got dimples!

Mindy and me (L)

Luwei! Thanks for the shots ;) Can't wait till my camera arrives.

But still, there's a time for everything.

Hi.

Hi. I am back from church.
Hi. I am very tired.
Hi. Tomorrow is a sunday.
Hi. I miss travelling.
Hi. I am very bored.

P.S Pictures up soon!