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After pressing the "Submit" button my heart still feels so heavy.

I'm struggling between Nursing and Pharmaceutical Science. Alot of people will question me WHY NURSING. Cause i think my score's quite good for that but pharmaceutical science is better in terms of results... and pay lol.

But i made up my mind to put nursing as my 2nd choice (after Social Science which is a new course LOL) and hopefully it will be fruitful :)

Because...

1) I considered pharmacy but i thought to myself : Am i going to sit there and dispense medicine for ALL my life? And the answer is no!
2) Pharmcy science has mathematics... And worst... engineering maths for 2 years. So if i screwed up that module, my GPA is gonna get affected. And my maths is.. bad.
3) I want to help people though the pay is low?


So... these are my choices :) (YES HORTICULTURE HAHAHA)
I also applied for JPSAE for Social Sciences (LOL) and Psychology and community services. Lol And used stuff like mission trips, red cross, china trip to back it up :)

I pray that whatever the outcome is, i will be contented and know that God has a plan for me. And that it will be fruitful :)

:)

Eh got my results already. Lol it was pretty fine :) Really thank God for unexpected results like B3 for English :) Lol and yes B3 for humanities as well. Cause i screwed up my 8 marks geog question and... also ss i didn't study much about globalisation. Haghahaha. Also! POA B3 :) I screwed up the 8mark liquidity question. Hahahha

Yes overall it was still... above my expectations. Except for maths i got a C6 -_- Lol so yes it's finally over... All the anxiety. The fear the ... lol :( yeah

Lol mindy and luwei were nice just now cause we were supposigly meeting at JP for ambush..? I was very sad i didn't want to go but kon said she'll treat me to eat. Lol but in the end they came over after my whining HAHAHAHA i feel touched to the max :') Thanks!!! luvs. Lol and weihong came over as well and their reaction when they met was PRICELESS. LOL and my house was very happening ehehehehhe. Yes and my bro and mum too! They were like so nice asking me about my interest and finding the best course i can go to :) And then i conferenced on the phone with xl & josey to discuss our choices?! (Lol yes weird.)

Thanks to everyone who were concerned about my results! Really appreciate allll of you! Especially people like my cellgroup members, kenneth jos sam viv josh zx xx evan zenna michelle and people like luwei wanzi zhaoxun keith koh shannon sherie :)

Thank God for everything :)

Tomorrow is the day. Lol i am quite anxious and i cannot sleep.

Okay i shall try to. Approx 13 more hours to go everyone!!!! :(

Yesterday's prayer meeting was great! Lol i really feel sooo much closer to God after doing my QT everyday :)

Anyway after prayer meeting we went luwei's house.... At first to exercise. But we took tonsa photos LOL. But in the end we climbed 25 storeys of... stairs. I was very seh LOL. And then cycled 2.4km hehehheheehhhehe.

And yay i'm going to church now! Update more later!(?)

YES KON IS COMING BACK TODAY I AM SO HAPPY!!

:)

Today I went to church lol :)

Me vivian and joshua promised that we'll bankrupt the cell group fund by being the top reader! Not because of the prize... But because of the need to read :) I am determined HEHEHEH

Yes i went to swensens to eat today for my nephew's birthday. I ate like 1 fish and chips 1bowl of prawn dippers 1 choco malt milkshake 1........ sizzling pan AHAHAHAHAHAHA

Good night! I love my spiritual dairy!

For this past few days....

I've been working lol :( alighting at pending and walking like 10mins.

I climbed up to stock take. I pressed the cash register to enter stock. I type in excel to store the information

And i am tired. HAHAHA GOOD NIGHT