i just feel irritated by stuff happening around me.
Why can't people see,
why cant people understand what other people is feeling?
It's so ... yea. And well, if it hasnt us being close,
i wouldnt mind loosing a friend like you, or maybe,
i dont mind being alone all the while.

You werent the same last time
what has caused you to change?

why is everyone changing?
and being so selfish?

oh well, anyway i doubt you're reading this.

busy

Haha finally i had some time to update! Have been busy with school work, tests after tests. oh man. anyway. I just found out that i had another careless mistake during my maths test today! I've got so much time left, and all i did was look around, and mannn. i made that careless mistake! It's not the first time, but the second time already! Ahh, previously also like that. well. what i could do is to be more careful next time then.

now studies. I guess i am still able to cope with my studies. With the help of tuition ministry in church :D They really helpeed me alot! cleared my doubts and stuff. Thank God for wonderful people in church :D But well, POA's still hard for me. Still needa figure out on how to do some ermm, tables and stuff. AND OH NO, TOMMORRW'S GEOG TEST! crap, on "Rivers" i havent even learn a single thing yet. OH NO. pray XD

Anyway, i went cycling with my clique on mmhm sunday? Haha, and it was very fun? LOL. we cycled all the way to batok :) and before that, when everyone was so motivated, then i suddenly say "i wanna pee" LMAO. Okay then everyone was like . =.= okay alright.

Have you gotten this situation when suddenly, someone yells HELLO "ESTHER", and that person is far away, like a road away from you, and you cannot really see who that person is, and what's your reaction! LOL. i had this incident on sunday. oh mannn. i needa get a new specs. but well, i seriously dont know who that person is HAHAHAHA.

Well, alright. I went ikea with my church cliques yesterday LOL. super duper funny. we went there to shoppp OOOOO XD and we lied on the beds, And there's a mosquito netting, i thought it's for "Dong Fang" LOL FYI, IT'S MAKEOUT LMAOOOOOOOO. Yea so funny. Then i made them irritated >:D LOL okay. enough of Crap.

I've decided to do my QT consistently! When im not doing it, i feel so stressed. So well, yeah. im gonna do tonight and see what happens! Lol, and zixin's gonna call me later. NEW START, NEW YEAR!!

Alright, Goodbye everyone :)

titless post :D

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Okay school is boring. My brother got back his o levels result! I am so proud of him! Hahahaha :) i hope i can be like him tooo. I'll study hard!

And tmr we're going to talk to miss lo for valentines preparation! Awesome stuff going on! :D

will update real soon.

New beginning

oh gosh! tomorrow's gonna start school again! Haha, anyway. This weekends really flewwwww :(
Two days and like, so many days is gone! Haha, really great spending time with God's people :) they made my day! Haha, i remember we were laughing like siao today in luwei's condo. Really awesome! Ohh man. LOL. Okay, i shall study hard from tomorrow onwards! A verse that encourages me:

Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; They will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:30-31

I believe there'll be a rainbow after a storm :) and symbolizes a second chance, a new beginning :) Praise the Lord!

Hhaha, the long awaited mission trip photos are here! And all these are below 100mb. Still have around 3, cant seem to upload them :)



Nongkhai team 8 :)


This is pastor's birthday celebration in Nongkhai :D


One of the Girls on the vocation school who fell under the power of the Holy Spirit :)


Thai kids playing Mother chick in a school :D Then xunxiang and his "fluffy" :) Cute!


Team 8 doing the BIMBO cheer LOL. :)


Healing of a weak heart in thailand. He actually when he walk a few steps, he'll have headaches :)


Tau-poking in xunxiang's house :D


Lamers

new year

Hello! I shall now blog about new year, and school. since everyone has blogged about it already. So oh well, i guess im not so comfortable yet in my new class. New faces, New friends, but the same old mr heng. uhhhh. Man, he's gonna be my form teacher for 4 years! 4 YEARS! 365 x 4!!! LOL

okay enough of crap. well, my classmates are okay lah. some of them are really friendly. and there's a few active ones! which is really great! It brings up the class atmosphere! :D

But well, im still. Not used to. and yes,

im not used to seeing new faces in class
im not used to keeping quiet, and not shouting everytime LOL
im not used to sitting alone!
im not used to even bringing HEAVY BOOKS

I really miss my class though, 2-5 yea and i really hope that it'll be the same! i miss the cheerfulness, i still remember things we've done in class! stupid and lame stuff. like ermm, bringing the OHP trolley around the slopes in regent. and, pouring powder on the floor and have a sliding competition and playing ice man in the class and getting scolded by the teacher. Having a "Jump high" competition and banging on the notice board, seeing who's higher. OMG IM SO MISSING 2-5! Okay. have a great day~

and omg. sec3 books are H-E-A-V-Y! HEAVY x2! !@%@$@!$@$!! Okay. Short post for today!