Here I am.

You hold the universe, yet still You run to the broken.

Many of times we focus too much on the point of getting what we want, and resulting in us all neglecting the process of everything. It's all not worth getting hurt over and over again, and yet no one's giving a shit about you.

Anyway, i've decided to do egg.

Haha anyway i slept from 5pm all the way till 10pm. And now i feel refreshed to study! Awesome.

Reminder to self:
Do a portfolio (for fun) soon!!

Tags Reply:

30 Jun 09, 17:52 Dova: Cheer up lah, you still got me (L) :)

30 Jun 09, 12:39 Catherine.T: HEYS! Hahaha hello cat!

30 Jun 09, 11:59 von: LOL . I NEVER KNEW IT WAS KOKO . I SPELLED COCO ALL THESE YEARS LEH . HAHAHHA . Time for a change . Omg JAHAHAHA yala coco crunch / koko crunch ok :)

30 Jun 09, 01:30 Kel.: wo zui ai de fei mei hello! hahaha. you friggin lucy Hahahah what lah sophia mei mei.

29 Jun 09, 22:33 Von: I thot it is coco crunch ? HAHA . I bringin tml . Cya in sch ^.^ JAJAJAJA LAME AH VON!!! :D

29 Jun 09, 00:54 lowwanlin: HAHAHAH! Confirm better than Romeo, Juliet eh! Same same luh. wanlin.loves.Juliet! Hee! (L) hahahaha awwwwh (L) Take care ah you :)

29 Jun 09, 00:29 Daniel: my naked fish Haha yeah it was nice, for mine. thanks :)

29 Jun 09, 00:16 Kel.: hi love, im burping naked chicken Haha naked chicken with skin plus cheese and tomato and rice.

29 Jun 09, 00:07 josephine: i cant believe im only 4th in ur typing maniac list! Hahaha should you even be there? :O HAHAHAHA K JOKING.

28 Jun 09, 21:58 JOANNA: omg im 6th. WHYYYYYYYYYYY HAHAHAHAHAHA JOANNA AH!!! -_-

fickle

Salmon or Egg?

Lol :-) Doing F&N Coursework B now, still contemplating whether i should do salmon or egg...

Timing or Different methods of cooking?

Help me decide LOL :-(

now.

Hello, school re-opened today. And i received my coursework B for F&N. Another torturous month is going to come, and yeah.

Today school was alright. I was chionging geog all the way, and in the end, ss was changed with geog. Haha but it's okay, At least i completed the assignment.

Anyway school again tomorrow, can't wait till 6th July - Youth day. Break for me!!!

Okay gotta do F&N now...

Finally!!!

K i can't believe i'm playing typing maniac when i'm supposed to do homework. K ciaos!!! HAHA

Awwww they actually put me in their DPs. So sweet HAHAHA. K that was very random. :-)

P.S A few things to anticipate
1) I AM STAYING OVER @ MINDY'S HOUSE NEXT WEEK (one of the days la duh)
2) Malaysia (Penang and Langkawi) trip with Joanna and Josephine!!
3) Erm Indonesia Trip (Telunas Beach) Canceled due to H1N1

HAHAHAA :-)

:)

School tomorrow, i'm not excited at all.

Finally cleared my eblaze quiz! Hahaha and i haven't complete my humanities homework, gonna get fried by the two teachers tomorrow.

Anyway today Joanna and Josephine came my house, and yeah had a really great time fellowshipping with them! Hahaha it was awesome, and long time since we've last met. Especially joanna :-)

Yes they owned me in typing maniac. I am so sad :-(

HAHAHAHA. Then i went tuition, and yeah ate naked fish after that with the 2 Ks.

And yeah that's my day. Awesome day, today ;)

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28 Jun 09, 17:25 zennaLXZ(:: hey! i upload the pic i took with you yesterday on my blog & the black board thingy oh! tc ! HAHAHA Okay missy zenna. Hahah see you on sat man (L)!

27 Jun 09, 12:00 Von: HAHA . i like la ! Anw , you rmb the could pic on the itouch you took ? If you still have send me Ty

26 Jun 09, 23:56 Von: TEEEHEEEE =D LOL sorry von... You must hate me for this LOL. My phone got prob can't upload, i send it to you in sch tomorrow? :)

26 Jun 09, 22:12 lowwanlin: Yoh! Thanks for the really rare tag yoh. Hahahahah! Your blog like very cool eh! HAHHAHA COOLER THAN ROMEO'S LAH OKAY!!! :-) Thanks for the tag, rare tagger!

26 Jun 09, 21:26 Daniel: its btr that way :B

26 Jun 09, 21:26 Daniel: er teach me probably

26 Jun 09, 21:26 Daniel: ESTHER. can you help me change the time format again -,- Hahaha k some other day la. Or talk to me on MSN.

26 Jun 09, 16:48 Daniel: WHAT FINGER DID YOU USE TO POINT @ THADIUS. ok sry joke (: SEE YOU ON SUNDAY. Tsk index finger la. Whats ur prob -_-

25 Jun 09, 23:43 zhaoxun: I also have a lot of homework left Haha but you IT week leh.... ;(

25 Jun 09, 15:11 Kel.: Lol hi love:) Hello :D:D:D

25 Jun 09, 14:53 luwei: hahaz not as cute as!!!hahhaa=p Aiya yala your zxwlhm xiao mei meis cuter la k. LOL

Thank God

Back from church! Great day t'day. Learned about personal worship. Awesome.

Went church, served. It was great joy serving the Lord once again ;)
Then we had combined cellgroup. We had "treasure hunt" and they plucked out my hair. Cause they want 3 white hair. Omg it was painful. Last time sec 2 camp joanna also plucked out mine, and she plucked one 1 white hair with like a BUNCH of black hair at ONE GO OMG. She did that like thrice.... Pain leh.

And our cellgroup FINALLY went out together to somewhere further (like fei siong) to eat, and then we went udders. And when we went udders, our cell group spammed their black board HAHAHAHA. It was crazily cool.

Love my bros and sis in Christ ;)

Awestruck.

Hello :-) I am back from Pulau Ubin now! And i am unevenly burnt. I am black/red/white. I forgotten to pull up my sleeves and ugh now my skintone is uneven hahaha.

Anyway wouldn't the world be a better place if everyone would just show a little more care and concern for each other? Just a simple smile when you pass by them will do. In Ubin that's very normal Hahaha. I smiled at ang mohs and they smiled back. Haha i doubt back in Singapore (okay actually ubin is part of singapore, but... LOL) people would.

Nice people i've met like
1) The boat driver. (He actually had a "Believer on Board" Sticker on his boat! And those Evangelistic messages like Jesus loves you and stuff. Really awesome!!
2) People who were on the same boat as us. One guy offered to help me and jos take a group photo, which no strangers would :)
3) The bicycle aunty and uncle. They're very nice. They offered us an hour more while others an hour less ;)
4) A family i saw in Pulau Ubin LOL. I was shooting the scenary and the father's hands popped up. LOL Then i helped them take a family photo and offered to email back to him, but he refused, because he says just add it in my albums. Hahaha great!
5) The kopitiam auntie. I actually bought green tea but i wanted to change it to coconut which costs more. But the employee gives me attitude, so i approached the lady boss instead. Haha she changed it willingly and helped me to cut open to coconut LOL :):)

Anyway yeah really enjoyed today! Actually me and josephine went Ubin. Met at Lavender, and then went to Changi Jetty! The people same boat with us were very nice. And then we rented a bike (actually both) for 6dollars the whole day :) And we cycled a 40mins cycle to Chek Jawa OMG THAT'S AN AWESOME PLACE. And we went Coastal Bridge (ithink) first, it was just a visitor house and a bridge. Then we went Coastal BroadWalk. The bridge which takes us around the WHOLE chek jawa, ANYWAY WE WALKED, cause bicycles aren't allowed there. Hahahaha

And yes we reached a VERY TALL TOWER WHICH I CLIMBED LIKE SIAO. And finally the mangrove place. And back to coastal broad walk where i met very nice RJC christian people ( I think) And it was super windy i loved it! But one guy actually kicked my bottle when it dropped from the tower. Hahaha yeah then we cycled back to the base (jetty) and yeah. We bought coconuts LOL.

Okay then we went to the Quarry (i dont know what) and some guys LOL i helped them to take a group photo. Then got one guy, he was like EH U FROM WEST RIGHT. I WAS LIKE YA. Cause me and josephine wore YI tees. Ahahaha then he was like REGENT RIGHT. By then i knew he saw my P.E shorts then i wahlau-ed him and we laughed. K that was very lame,

And then we went Changi Airport to eat Swensens. And josephine treat me very nice baked rice and... Ice cream. Some sizzling hot pan rocky road. VERY NICE!!!

Hahaha k that was my awesome day. My first time in Pulau Ubin! Thank God for the creation, Thank God for the safety, weather, and even the enjoyable day, and even knowing so much things like nice people, and letting me to know it's God who created this wonderful place.

:-)

Hello I'm back from Xinlong's "farewell" party!

We actually went to watch Transformers, and it was awesome. And then we went to eat at bukit timah. Hahahahaha.

Anyway it's 1.40AM now and i'm wide awake. I think must be because of the Green Tea Coffee i drank this afternoon. Caffine, Esther.

Hahaha yay i'm going pulau ubin tomorrow! Can't wait :-) I forfeited my Indo trip for school. Ugh i can't believe it. Hahahhaa

K gonna go packing now.

Klana Resort, Seremban!

A very nice resort that I've been to for Church Camp! Haha this church camp have been a great one for me, physically, spiritually. I got to rest, know more people and yeah know God more. Hahaha. Anyway from the above collage those are shots i've taken, and those paths i've crossed daily AHAHAHAHA. K lah i must climb the stone steps every day like 3 times leh.

Anyway i've been going around hugging cute babies HAHAHAHAHAHA. K

His name's Thadius(?) And he is super cute. That's me and my mum. HAHAHA.

A very funny macro shot. My finger HAHAHA. Look at his face!! *awww*

Then this very cute girl i don't know her name HAHAHA. She's blowing some balloon she got.
And this valarie. She very pretty. Last time i saw her at some wedding she wore a dress VERY PRETTY HAHAHA This is her flower shaped tongue.

They're actually best of friends with 2 years of difference.

Lastly some cute and stressed boy HAHAHAHAHA.

And me kiaping his arm pit HAHAHAHAHA -_- he's really cute btw.

Tags Reply:

25 Jun 09, 11:10 Von: HI ESTHI ! lol . So long didnt drop y your blog alr !! =D Cya soon k ? Hahah hello, thanks for dropping by then! Seeya soon also (L)

23 Jun 09, 02:06 JOANNA: HAHA GOING INDO QUARANTINE 7 DAYS. all er best HAHAHA I NOT GOING LIAO. SAD RIGHT.

22 Jun 09, 22:42 Sergio: Hello Hello esther HAHAHA HELLO.

22 Jun 09, 22:40 Daniel: YOU PON LAST SUNDAY'S POA TUITION. BAD GIRL Tsk LOL. It was phenomenal, at least, for the soccer match.

22 Jun 09, 22:40 `Jieying: HEY ESTHER! why you everytime come my blog type those la-me things one! hahahah very funny eh you. and your blog's kinda interesting. i like! hahahahaha. HAHAHAH THANKS AH SIAW!!! (me is ah cheon) Anyway be glad, cause i don't really tag anyone HAHAHA.

22 Jun 09, 22:40 Daniel: HELLO MISS. HELLO MISTER.

21 Jun 09, 18:47 Kel.: hahaaaa, i got a cross necklace leh i cant wait to see you. i'm dying . hahah cool, good for you lah ;) I found mine also anyway. Hahhaa k school / sunday k.

Shiok!

Esther is drinking Green Tea Coffee and attempting to do Eblaze (holiday assignment) while playing facebook games and hearing awesome worship songs on youtube :-)

Hahaha i just created a new highscore on Typing Maniac woooo. But it's pretty irritating to think and type at the same time.

WOOOO HAPPY ESTHER.

Anyway all my homeworks......?

English
- Argumentative Composition
- Comprehension Quiz

Chinese
- Comprehension Quiz
- Some love and death compo

Mathematics
- Quiz
- Paper II

Physics
- Magnetism Quiz
- 5 sets of Physics paper (?)

Chemistry
- 2 sets of Chem paper

Geography
- 2 sets of paper

Social Studies
- Venice Essay
- SBQ Quiz

POA
- 5 sets of POA paper. siao.



Not even halfway through. Hahahahahahahaha prepare to die, Esther!

Busy Esther

Esther is busy but she's loving it :-) Last week of holidays!

Monday - Slacking at home
Tuesday - Out with mindy and luwei to vivo, pizza hut, lot 1, tau huey.
Wednesday - Undecided
Thursday - XinLong's farewell party?
Friday - Indonesia....?
Saturday - Back from Indo and church
Sunday - Tuition

I think i am going to get quarratined. But still i am contemplating on whether to go to Indonesia..... Lol they said those who came back from affected countries must be quarratined. How i wish i could, but man there's O levels chinese orals that thursday. Ah so let me think again :-)

Anyway today was a cool day. I went out with luwei and mindy, we went to vivo to get his lens fixed. And we went canon show room. It was GREAT. I plucked my CF card in and shot with a 50D. Man it was awesome. Yeah we went to eat pizza hut. 4 slices of pizza, one warm cake (with ice cream) and 2 chicken LOL. Yeah and then we went to eat tau huey and then we went home. HAHAHAHAHA :-)

K update more tomorrow, now playing bumper stars....? With kellin lol.

Extended?

"However, recently-returned students who have travelled to affected countries will stay at home for one week before joining their classmates when schools re-open on Monday."

Please tell me Malaysia and Indonesia is affected countries :)

From: CNA

Where Your Love is All I Need

You Hold Me Now - Hillsongs United


On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace
All my fears swept away
In the light of Your embrace
Where Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

Where the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now
You hold me now

In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing theres a greater day
Theres a hope that never fails
Where Your Name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
Im believing for the day

For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your Name









God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can and Wisdom to know the difference.

With everything,

Time to get right with everything :)

Time to study hard.
Time to set my priorities right
Time to do more meaningful stuff.
Time to spend more time with friends
Time to seize everything, before it ends.

Cherish the times spent now, lest you regret.

I never knew that things were so bad till it all came falling down.
BUT i will try everything i can to salvage everything, even though it'd be hard :)

Lesser time on computer, esther. More time on meaningful things. If not i'd be complaining. And it all defeats the purpose.

Jiayou esther :-)

Blessed

Hello everyone. Great but super duper tired day today. I just reached home after church, cafe, soccer match at yio chu kang, coffee club at clarke quay, and tau huey at cck interchange.

Hahahaha yeah this summarizes my day. Today cafe was tiring, really tiring. Eventhough i was the front liner for outside, but still it is tiring :) And then the soccer match was interesting. I think i lost my voice cause of it. In the end we draw-ed. And yeah they won cause we lost the previous match. Hahahaha

And then thanks luwei and mindy for treating me coffee club, and then we went to eat tauhuey. Yeah kenneth yeo was with us too haha.

K i think me and mindy has one amazing friendship HAHAHAHA. She's LOOKS so "quiet" and i am so noisy but yet we still managed to be best of friends.

A decade of friendship, still counting kon.
Mindy kon go khon kaen eat corn (HAHAHA SOMETHING VERY LAME)

And i love talking lame stuff on MSN with her... like...
She sending me off for malaysia, to sitting roller coaster, to how gay adam lambert is (whoops sorry luwei), to how cute kris allen is, to how sweet his wife is (LOL), to adam lambert's "no boundaries" can go and eat cheese (LOL RANDOM), to having broad shoulders (A) LOL, to going indonesia, ubin. to, me singing to her and she ignoring me, to her new drum major, TO GEORGE SAMPSON OMG!!! Aiya and then to some old school song.


Hhahha friendship in God's control is Priceless. Thank God for friends, like she, luwei (he is another random guy who is a great bro in christ) and yeah alot of other school friends like choo, kng, kwon and alot alot alot more.


Hahahahah :-)

Happy day!

Hello everyone. Today was a happening day.

Went to eat lunch at kobayashi with Zixin today. And then i went church. And yeah it was pretty cool, cause it was Nissi 2 Combined cell group It was great hAHAHHAA. And anyway after that, wah my slippers slipped and i ran across the road four times.

And then i went my sheng sheng (some aunt which i've never seen before) Or a shu shu (never even see the face) 's funeral along bangkit road. I went into a wrong funeral leh omg LOL. But still i still found it in the end.

I realised i have LOTS of cousins (the biao side) Which i don't know, haven't seen before, don't know them AT ALL :) Good opportunities to grasp them, Esther cheong ni you. HAHAHA

P.S I can't wait for tomorrow's Cafe duty, soccer match, and dinner with sunday group :)
Great day ahead. Will post pictures about church camp soon, soon soon! HAHAHAHA

:-) I'm finding a cross necklace to get it tied on my neck HAHAHAHA :-)


Tags Reply:

19 Jun 09, 13:34 Jotham: wah u got go church camp ah? Good? Hahah yeah it was great for me! :-)

19 Jun 09, 13:04 Catherine.T: HIIIIIII, NIYOU Lol hello noob. HAHAHA TOH.

18 Jun 09, 19:52 Daniel: Wb? Haha thanks dan ;)

18 Jun 09, 14:01 Kel.: hi hope ni fei fei pang pang see you bye bye byebyebyebye Tsk -_- HAHAHAH kthxbai

18 Jun 09, 02:18 Von: !!!!!!! Esher . Hope to see ya soon ! Hahah yalor. Hello von, long time no seeeee.

17 Jun 09, 21:15 josephine: take care, becareful arh. We still going to more places Hahaha yeah i'm back, alive and kicking ;) TELUNAS TELUNAS.

17 Jun 09, 10:14 Jav: go malaysia still got blog seh! Yahlah jealous isit. Tsk. Something called WIFI LOL

16 Jun 09, 23:22 Boon: esther, have fun L0LZ Hahah thanks boon! :D

16 Jun 09, 20:21 josephine: wah! got shopping time...nice nice!!! Hahaha yeah, free time actually. Then drove out ;)

16 Jun 09, 19:23 Dova: tkcare! Got miss me?:D No HAHAHAHA JK (L)

16 Jun 09, 04:14 Hockhuey: THANKS EST! Have a gret time in serEmban? LOL HAHAHA THANKS HOCKIE :)

15 Jun 09, 21:08 Daniel: TKCARE LEH ESS. WILL MISS YOU, COME BACK SOON You gd, you play me study. K BYE. LOL Hahah you sure you studying anot. Tsk! xD

15 Jun 09, 15:43 zellyn: hmmm..... God bless Hahaha thanks ;)

15 Jun 09, 11:07 Von: I WILL MISS YOU !! LOL Seeya soon cheong cheong See you vonneh ;-D

14 Jun 09, 15:30 zellyn: Hey!!!!!!! HELLLLLOOOOOOO! Links. Hahha ok will link you soon zellyn! Thanks for tagging.

14 Jun 09, 01:39 Von: haha ! Cheong cheong lol , yea , i've gained weight . LAUGHS 2kg of pork HAHAHA

14 Jun 09, 00:41 JOANNA: BON VOYAGE! hope u wont get swine flu =3= Tsk thanks joanna choo HAHAHAHA

14 Jun 09, 00:41 chiewmin: TAGGED esther. i like ur song,HAHAS(: HAHA THANKS AH CHIEW! XD

Love :-)

Hello everyone! Just came back from Media Meeting cum outing.

It was great, haha and then we went to KAP for macs, and were creating muen and vidas's character on sims 3 LOL. it was super lame.

And then went home with regina, jeffrey, ernest and andy. Had a great Chat with them! Haha anyway this Ministry've been a great one for me. Can't wait for something greater to happen :-) Thank God for this bunch of crazy people LOL.

Anyway I'm blogging with mv phone now. comp crashed I think -_- K can't wait for church tmr! Haha k, see you everyone :-)

Back :)

Hello I'm finally back from Malaysia!!

Anyway for the past 3 days i've been:
1) Going around hugging very cute kids :)
2) Eating cereals without fail every morning.
3) Fallen down and another scar is born
4) Slept in a very comfortable room
5) Eating alot and now i'm fatter than anyone of you LOL

Yeah finally back. Thanks for tagging everyone! Hahaha yes i am back. Thank God for the safe journey back here. K i'm dead beat now, watching Huan Zhu Ge Ge. LOL

Can't wait for Mission Trip at the end of the year. I miss Thailand :) And YI Camp too.

Yeah will reply tags later. Love love love (L)
Mannnnn.

Where the city meets the sea

Hi i'm blogging in the lobby now while doing my homework online. This Malaysia trip hadn't been a holiday much. Haha okay not really. I went shopping yesterday and the things here are dirt cheap HAHA. I bought some very shirt for 7bucks, and a nice shoes (not really nice lah) for like 8 dollars SGD.

Anyway since i don't have much free time. I walked here and i fell. Wahlau eh. Now one side of my earpiece plug, those in ear kind. Dropped. Oh my i don't know how to find it back leh. Cause from my room to the lobby i must walk through a forest HAHAHAHA -_- no lah it's actually tons of steps on the grass.

And i fell, my leg is aching, i havent check whether it bleed. Cause lol i'm wearing jeans. They forbide anyone who wear shorts here. So yeah. And thank God i wore jeans. If not it'd be worst.










K anyway i'm going back tomorrow! Hahahahaha miss me right. Anyway i can't wait for the Indonesia/ Pulau Ubin trip with josephine and joanna. But i can't get in contact with them.


K i'm just blogging to report my safety. I took quite a few pictures, will update when i've got the time. Woooo i'm listening to a very nice song recommended by dart HAHAHA. It's very nice. K i am hearing with my one side earpiece and it sucked.

Seeyou everyone ;)



P.S Thanks kellin for sending me very ... Mushy messages HAHAHAHAHAHA -_- Sorry I can't reply, the rates are killing :)

P.S.S And thanks everyone for the lovely tags. Was super glad when i saw them ;)

2nd day here lol. so far so good, I'm blogging with my phone. so I will type like retard LOL. :-) Anyway I'm going shopping later lol.

K I slept wonderfully yesterday night HAHA it've been awesome. k bye. :-)

Miss Singapore!

Malaysia, for now.

Hi Esther is blogging from Klana Resort, Seremban now!

Hahaha today was super terrible. Firstly, the queue was Horrendous. As in for custom. Omg i waited for like 1hour over at the Malaysia side to get my passport chopped.

And then over at KFC Omg eventhough the food was good, but the queue was yet again, long. The toilets here are......... Terrible :)


K surprisingly i am blogging now. Few more minutes till my service starts! Hahaha just reporting here safe, and thanks everyone for tagging!

:) P,S My room is super big.

Off to Malaysia!

I think my comp is officially spoilt, disfunctioning.
I swear i am going to reformat my comp after i come back from Malaysia.

Hahaha anyway I'm going on a 4D3N trip to Malaysia, Seremba.
So i guess i won't update during this 4 days. And yeah i hope this camp would be a good one :)

Anyway I am updating now. Cause i doubt i'd want to on this comp later at night. Hahahaha.
K i'm going Clarke Quay to shoot with Kellin Kng later, and then after POA tuition I'm going to eat with them!

And yes I hope i have time to pack. Because I usually pack last minute. Very last minute. Like 2AM or 3AM or even the next following day. Hahahahahahaha?

K see you everyone! Have a great holiday :-)

Counting my Blessings :)

Hello everyone! Haha my birthday finally ended. K anyway thank God and thanks everyone for so many presents, much more from what i've expected, and really more than last years.

Anyway starting from top left

Orange toy flower - Evangeline / Mindy / Cell group
Thanks man, I've always wanted a toy flower HAHAHA. K anyway it's so orangey i LOVE IT :)

Hearty Envelop Card - Yvonne!
Thanks it's really very nice. And the interior's even nicer. Thanks for the effort you've put in for the card, really appreciate it!

Hoya Polarizing Filter - Geraldine and Lewis and Herman (and some other people..?)
Hahaha hey thanks alot! Really would love to have one, really thanks lol :)

Pastoral Leader's Card - Ps Daniel, Sis WP, Bro RX, Bro GR, SNN LOL.
Yeah thanks :)

Yellow Envelop with a Duct Tape (LOL!) - Media!
Thanks alot everyone lol. Although it was pretty unexpected, and all of these were made kinda last minute, but still i love you all, and really appreciate all those you all've done! :)

Belt on Pink Plastic Bag - KELLIN KNG SU LING!!
HAHAHA thanks kng. Really unexpected. That's what i needed. And she knew! But aiya i'm too slim for that belt. So i poked a hole myself LOLOL. Really, thank you :)

"Happy Birthday" Balloon! - Cell Group?
Hahaha i've always wanted a helium balloon for b'day. But this'd do. Thanks alot guys :)

"$2" Red background card - Daniel kwon!!!
Hahaa that card is really priceless haha. It's 13pages worth of photos, and i doubt any guys would do this man! Really thanks alot for the effort, i really appreciate it :) *P.S he tricked me cause he said it was $2 popular notebook. He even wrapped it in popular plastic bag HAHAHA*

Grey earrings - Cell Group!
Hahaha thanks alot, they gave me like 4 pair of earrings and it's all.. Cartoony. But i still love it. HAHAHA and yes my ear hole is salvaged now with ZiXin's ear sticks HAHAHA.

Bear and card - Jonathan and Boon!
Hahaha thanks man, never'd expect you guys to give me something like a bear. Thanks alot!! :-D

Things on the table - My birthday presents :)
THANKS GUYS!

Pink Rose - Tan luwei!!
HAHAHA THANKS FOR THE ROSE LOL. It's dried, now. LOL

Underexposed card - Cell group!
Lol thanks alot. Really appreciate the card! Love it. XD

HEART SHAPED COOKIES WITH JAM - YVONNE KHOO
Omg thanks ahhaha the best birthday cookies (okay it's the first time receiving cookies as a birthday present) i've ever had! Really tasted heavenly LOL. Really, appreciate it. Thanks von khoo! :)

Still have to thank Daniel for the Pepper lunch treat, Kellin for the subway (actually curry) treat and Luwei for the up-coming NYNY treat!

Thanks alot guys :)

Counting my blessings, though i felt so unexcited in the beginning, but yet God poured down soooo much blessings, like my friends, all the love, all the cards, all the surprises. I prayed that God will show me that this Birthday would be a meaningful one, and that it will show that all my friends cared for me. And yes it did :)

So now i'm officially 16. And all the hopes, of all my wishes all will come to an end. Anyway i didn't do anything i wanted to do on my blog - those i listed down. Hahah but it was great. Cause i spent my 6th June to the fullest. Thank God for everything!

Anyway sorry, pardon the pictures cause it was taken at around 1AM. Lol sorry for over - exposure / under exposure. But hey it was 1AM! I was real tired LOL.

Let Go, and let God.

Worship - Letting go of what you're having now, disappointment, guilt, shame, discouragements, all to Him. And still chasing, holding onto Him :)

And that's what i did today.

Felt great afterall. Especially during the worship. It was awesome. I felt the hunger needed for God, and the desperation just came flooding back all to me.

Not gonna let it affect me, cause i know when i'm affected, i'll be going all off track again.

Distractions can forfeit your ability to receive the right outcome for your situation.

Get back on track, Esther. It's never too late :)


P.S Looking forward to Shooting @ Clarke Quay tomorrow, Monday's Renewal Camp, Next Sunday's SOCCER FINAL MATCH!!!

Tags Reply:

13 Jun 09, 23:22 JOANNA: cotton on* lol

13 Jun 09, 23:22 JOANNA: which area of the cotton did u buy it? Lol cotton on body lah HAHAHHA lame.

13 Jun 09, 22:42 Passerby: Oops, It's is 7 June . (:

13 Jun 09, 22:42 Passerby: Where did you buy your black shirt? & inside the tube? [: The post on 10 June , Wednesday . Haha the shirt's from cotton on, they're having a sale now if i'm not wrong. And the tube is from Far East :)

11 Jun 09, 23:47 Catherine.T: HAHAHAHA, ITS HAPPY SONG, AND ITS CHRISTMAS [: Haha i was trying to be funny. K lame. LOLO :)

11 Jun 09, 00:39 Jotham: HEY ESTHER!!! HAHA, relink me. hahaha okay uncle!

Finally the holidays
finally finished











just end this, quick

HAHAHAAHA NO SCHOOL TODAY.

Cause i'm about to let go

Esther is Very very very very tired but yet she is happy :-)

Because she've finally played basketball HAHAHAHA.
And i've found out about blood donating! Can't wait man, i must do it before i go malaysia. Hahaha.

K i'm having a headache... And there's NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! HAHAHAHA Thank God i can sleep like siao. Anyway I'm glad we finally FINALLY FINALLY (okay me) finished my 40pages of F&N coursework. After like 5 months, it finally ended. Hehehehe.

K I'm going off now. Yesterday my comp lag like mad. Hahahah.

Tags Reply: 10 Jun 09, 21:26 Von: hhaha . Same here . But im as dark as bao jin tian now ):

10 Jun 09, 21:09 Von: ESTHIIII ! XD HEHE Hehehehehe thanks for the day man. HAHA Mrs bao jin tian.

9 Jun 09, 11:42 Von: HAHA . Yea , back alr . And you are like beside me right now . HEHEHE Yalor F&N finally ended ;)

7 Jun 09, 13:35 Kel.: thanks man joanna, thanks LOL Hahahahah

7 Jun 09, 12:04 Von: LOL ! HI ESTHER . HEHEH Helllooo von! Thanks

7 Jun 09, 01:59 JOANNA: and my smile is so not natural?!?! o.O

7 Jun 09, 01:59 JOANNA: OMG! kellin look her old self with the bao zha hair LOL HAHAHA she purposely one la. Tsk. yalor you smile so fake lol.

7 Jun 09, 01:43 luwei: u still owe me a meal tat i shld treat!!haha i m so gonna treat u!!hahaz!!!dun escape haha Hahaha i won't. NYNY AH lol joking. :)

7 Jun 09, 00:39 EVAN-geline: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER CHEONG NI YOU! LUV YA ALWAYSxDD Thanks hahahah!

6 Jun 09, 15:17 Cheryl: HELLO!!! HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY(: dont have your number eh. LOL, so cant msg you. HAHAHAHA. hope you had a fun and memorable day. loves! Hahaha hey there, thanks alot ;)

6 Jun 09, 14:33 chiewmin: HAPPY BDAY ESTHER! (: Thanks hahaha!

6 Jun 09, 12:57 Daniel: Wa it seems like you can't wait to watch NC16 shows eh. HAHA. NAUGHTY GIRL. Lol shut up la. NC16 is violent la k.

6 Jun 09, 12:55 Daniel: LOL. SIMI ABIT PRIVATE LOL. SOUND LIKE I WANNA HAVE SOME FOC *** -,- HAHAHAHA. ANW HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ASS. WTH LONGER - MORE MEANINGFUL - MORE CONFIDENTIAL WHAT FREAK.

6 Jun 09, 10:38 zixinnn: HAPPY BIRTHADAYYYYY! Hehehe thanks!!

6 Jun 09, 09:41 Jocelyn: ahhhh. Hi estherrrrrrrrrrrrrr xD where's my cookies? O.O LOLS! HAPPY BDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY HAHAHA SORRY. Thanks anyway ;)

6 Jun 09, 01:08 JOANNA: and u are offically legal to have S_X .:D

6 Jun 09, 01:04 JOANNA: HMM! LOL Hahahha shut up la joanna. XD

6 Jun 09, 01:04 JOANNA: daniel and luwei's bdae wishes got "and so on...abit private" HAHAHA JEALOUS ISIT.

6 Jun 09, 00:35 Lewis: Wtf? I send exactly on 12.00am lahs! >< Lols. Nvm. Happy Birthday again! ^^ NO LOR. My phone 11.56. Anyway, thanks alot lol ;)

6 Jun 09, 00:30 JOANNA: WALAO , I THINK MY VOCAB SERIOUSLY SUCKS LA. "SPRAY" LOL! ZZZZZZZz ahhaa wth, spray off isit.

6 Jun 09, 00:08 Von: Can't believe you feelin so unexcited la!! Haha , weird

6 Jun 09, 00:07 Von: Happy birthday cheong cheong ;D Hahahha thanks. Yeah it was exciting. And i felt excited after that HAHAHAHA -_-

6 Jun 09, 00:05 Jelyn: Link me ok? (:

6 Jun 09, 00:05 Jelyn: Happy Birthday Esther! Hahaha okay, will link you soon!!!

Counting down.

1 more day till my F&N coursework hits the deadline
3more days till this intensive thing ends.
3 more days till my agony ends.
5 more days till my curry day.
6 more days till I'm out of Singapore.
10 more days till my journey for photography in Indonesia starts.
13 more days till June holidays - REAL june holidays. Where i will stay at home and study ;)


Hang on Esther.
You can do it!

Today was a great day spent with kellin kng su ling after school. Hahahah

eventhough the hours in school were terrible. I had like practically 5hrs of fnn straight.
K then after that i went to walk canal with her to yew tee (in the end we ate subway) and then i went to her house. And here i am now ;)

K bye everyone. Tired. I will be online lesser and lesser and lesser and finally one day i will disappear.

What i really want, is to spend more time with all of you.

Anyway hello LOL. Today've been great! I went POA tuition with kwon in the afternoon. Okay actually evening. Omg he actually did something that no guys would do which is like hand-making me a very nice and sweet card!! THANKS ALOT, really appreciate it hahaha ;)

K then after tuition omg i can finally balance final accounts with adjustments then we went to bugis and eat i had a pepper lunch birthday treat. Yay lol

And then in the bus it was unbearable lOL tons of PEOPLE came up and they FILLED the whole bus with fragrant. Awesome HAHAHAHAHAH

K gonna sleep now, i think waking up again later to do my fnn. Seeya everyone! :)

Birthday!

Hey everyone, thanks for everything, thank God for the wonderful celebration, thank my Mum for today and thank my bro and sis in christ and my friends!


Anyway i somehow spent my 6th june to my fullest eventhough i didn't do what i intended to do, like getting free frappe, swensens, NC16 show and so on, but yeah i did learn alot from today also, and HAHAHAHA yeah! I am actually looking at the photos and laughing LOLOL.


Anyway today we had radical conference. And media actually took group photo. Hahahaha and then yeah it was great, fun and lovely! And through out radical conference was awesome, people getting deeper and deeper with God, people setting free. Awesome stuff.

And then after everything ended WAN ZI ACTUALLY BITE ME ON MY SHOULDERS WTH I SWEAR MY SHOULDERS NOW HAS A BLUEBLACK LOL. Yeah

And yea Media actually celebrated my birthday. was really happy hahaha :-)
Junze (5th june), Huang mu en (boss) and yours truly with omg hair and omg smile LOL

Yeah and then we took a pretty long time to pack up and by then my cell group was already waiting for me at beauty world, but apparently i took a LONG time and they became pek chek and then they came to church. Omg they actually brought me alot of things and stayed with me till very late. Was really touched, thanks alot!!! :-)

And lastly i went homoe with joanna and then i actually went to meet kellin herman von ger lewis boon jon wk joanna at mega play ground.

And then they came my house to watch some penguin show and cut cake hahaha.



Yeah and that's about my day. Thanks for people saying "Happy birthday" in church!

Mic kon, keith, davin, jieying, wanlin, yanni, wei shun, evangeline, mindy. hester. joan, liyuan, junze and alot more! Sorry now apparently it's 1:37 and my brain is not working very well so if i can't really remember you i am sorry.

F&N AND POA HOMEWORK TO DO. BYE ALL. THANKS FOR THE GREAT DAY. REALLY APPRECIATE YOU GUYS FOR EVEN MAKING THE EFFORT TO CELEBRATE FOR A NOBODY LIKE ME (BLUSH) AHAHAHAHAHA

16th Birthday!

Thanks for everyone who wished me for my 16th!

5th June
Msn:
Zhao Xun -
♠ 채 said (Yesterday at 10:24 PM):
Eh
Happy bdae in advance okay

Joanna! -
chooJOANNA (: says (11:56 PM):
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! LOL!!! MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE. MAY GOD'S BLESSING ALL SPRAY ONTO U! CONTINUE TO GROW IN THE LORD YAY!

* She actually put "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASS-THER!!! :D" on her MSN pm! Awww :)

Call:
Herman
He actually called and said he can't wait till 12. But yeah still appreciate it alot! Thanks!!

Sms :
Brother!
He was talking about smth and then say "btw happy birthday" awww LOL :)
Lewis -
Happy Birthday Esther! Hope you have a wonder-foo day! LOL!


6th June
MSN:
Valarie
{+::VªLe®!Ê::+} says (12:00 AM):
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
*:)

Josephine!
J0$3PI+iN3. Cl+AN says (12:05 AM):
*goody
*happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to you!!!
*cos tml i cant sing, so sing today :)

Luwei!
LUWEI ||L||o||V||e||S|| ||y||O||u|| JESUS God is near ♥ JeSuS ChRiSt!! ♥ says (12:07 AM):
*hey
*!!gt rece my sms?+D
*i forgot to add something
*dun give up on the prophesy tat u received in renewal camp!
*hahaz press on to it
*haah no matter how hard it is=)

Joshua!
(joshua.breadandcalculator) says (12:40 AM):
*esther...
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Geraldine!
Your friend's jealous says (9:55 AM):
*ESTHER CHEONG!
*happy happy happy happy happy birthday :D

Zixin!
(W)Zixin said (10:35 AM):
HAIRPEE BIRDIE DAY ESTHER!!!!
(W)Zixin said (10:36 AM):
iie lurbb euux.
*shall give you a rose
*(F)
*and a great hug
*({)

Gabriel!
Gabriel says, "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brian_Welch <-- Read it!" says (11:29 PM): *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *v *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *LIVING TO MAKE YOUR NAME HIGH JESUS! *WOOT *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DUN EMO *BIRD HAPPY BDAY *ARE U TOUCHED

Marten!
Marten says (12:04 AM):
*WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!!
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
*I should've known, I remember 6/6/'06
*I'm sorry!
*happy birthday! :D




SMS:
Jelyn
Happy Birthday Esther!

Zenna!
Hey. Happy 16th birthdae girl . Hahas old already yeah . Have a blessed birthdae and God bless . Seeya tml .

Luwei!
Happy birthday esther! I wanna thank you for the past few years we had been friends, although we have times that hangout alot.... And so on and forth HAHAHAHA abit private lol.

Yvonne!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER CHEONGGGG NI YOU :):) . Heh . Hope you enjoy your big day tml. 16 alr , work hard in your studies :-D Stay smiling!

Chiewmin!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JIE;D just woke up -.- really miss the days we sat with each other, let work hard tgt for olevels! JIAYOUS! (dun say i corny leh! ;D)

Qiuli!
Happy Birthday Esther! Haha, may you enjoy this special day of yours!
Loves, Qiuli. :)

Javan!
Hi esther happy birthday to you ^_^

Dova!
Happy birthday cheong! Sweet 16 heh. Love ya.

Daniel.k!
Happy 16th Birthday ESTHER! Wish that everything goes perfectly well for you and may you receive the best of everything cause you deserve them baby HAHAHAHAHA. (-_-) LOL And so on...... Abit private :)

Joshua!
Happy birthday esther! Have a great day ahead! :-D

Kellin!!
Omg she is the most special wish lol. She actually sent me 6 messages on 6th June at 6:06!!!
Thanks love!!! :D

Boon!
Happy Birthday esther mei mei! :). Sorry, i fell asleep last night (Omg he only calls me "mei mei" once a year during my b'day HAHAHAHAHA)

Yuwei!
Hey esther! Yu wei here. Happy 16th Birthday! :)

Charlene Yeo!
Hey happy birthday :)

Daren:
Happy bday! :-D

Eunice Tan!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! :D :D

Ben koh!
Happy birthda to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you! Wishing you happy birthday and stay happy as ways! :)

Catherine:
Hey, its 2359 now :) 1 min left before your birthday end. I hereby wish you a happy birthday! :D Hope you enjoy your day today :) And you are 16 ready, be mature like :)

Tags:

7 Jun 09, 00:39 EVAN-geline: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER CHEONG NI YOU! LUV YA ALWAYSxDD

6 Jun 09, 15:17 Cheryl: HELLO!!! HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY(: dont have your number eh. LOL, so cant msg you. HAHAHAHA. hope you had a fun and memorable day. loves!

6 Jun 09, 14:33 chiewmin: HAPPY BDAY ESTHER! (:

6 Jun 09, 12:57 Daniel: Wa it seems like you can't wait to watch NC16 shows eh. HAHA. NAUGHTY GIRL.

6 Jun 09, 12:55 Daniel: LOL. SIMI ABIT PRIVATE LOL. SOUND LIKE I WANNA HAVE SOME FOC *** -,- HAHAHAHA. ANW HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ASS.

6 Jun 09, 10:38 zixinnn: HAPPY BIRTHADAYYYYY!

6 Jun 09, 09:41Jocelyn: ahhhh. Hi estherrrrrrrrrrrrrr xD where's my cookies? O.O LOLS! HAPPY BDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
6 Jun 09, 00:08
Von: Can't believe you feelin so unexcited la!! Haha , weird
6 Jun 09, 00:07
Von: Happy birthday cheong cheong ;D
6 Jun 09, 00:05
Jelyn: Link me ok? (:
6 Jun 09, 00:05
Jelyn: Happy Birthday Esther!

Flickr:
cassuccino says:

Great shot!! I love the celebratory feel to this!! Congratulations on being 16!!! =) It sounds like you're going to have a busy day!!! And I love that you have all the free coupons!!! =) Very frugal of you!!! =)
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♥childofGOD♥Beckie says:

It's your birthday...CELEBRATE!!!!
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Facebook:

Jotham Yeo Mu Xin Aww its over... Happy belated birthday!

Wee Xin Long Happy BDAE too from me!!!! :)

Jieying Siaw HAPPY BDAY! before it's over!:d

Serena Lim Happy birthday dude!

Isaac Ying Bing Hao HUH! Your birthday already ah? Can i not wish you? LOL. Happy BURPday!! =P

Gabriel How HEY BIRD! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUH! BIRD SOMEMORE!

Kelvin Ow Blessed Birthday and hope you've quality time with your family and friends... Cheers!

Jaclyn Ee HEY ESTHER my childhood friend!!HAIRPEE BDAY (: see u in church next week!

Eunice Lim HAPPY BRID DAY, BIRD ! :D i love you! ♥

Leoson Hoay hey, happy birthday!

Cheri Tan Happy birthday to u!

Vivian Cue Esther, 生日快乐! :)

Kyo Firex xup man, happy birthday little girl

Evangeline Er Happy birthday!

Wang Weishun sheng ri kuai le!

Zhao Xun Why your birthday same as mine huh :o

Keith Koh hey esther happpy birthday :P

Javan Huang Happy birthday :D

HaoJie Koh happy b-day to u xD

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Evangeline!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER CHEONG NI YOU!x3
You cheer ppl life up, n you are really cute seriously, n iloveyoulots, but dun too touch k? i got tissues:DD, hahaha, GodBlessyou!

Okay let me actually think how i celebrated my birthday for the past few years.

2005 - My primary schoolmates namely jiali, jiaqi, yelicia they all celebrated for me at 288's playground and actually invited ALOT OF PEOPLE!
2006 - I actually forgotten.....? I think i spent it in malaysia lol ;-(
2007 - My 2-5 Friends namely Herman, boon, ....???? And MINDY AND JONATHAN Hahaha oh we went west coast for soccer and sunset!
2008 - Best birthday ever lol. They bombed my house at 5th june and blind fold me around cck, church, and then EARLY IN THE MORNING 8AM COME CELEBRATE. :-)







P.S I feel like doing alot of things today
1) Go and donate blood (OFFICIALLY 16 WOOOO)
2) Go and watch a NC16 show LEGALLY PL0X (WOOO!!!)
3) MUST go and "reedeem" a free mc-cafe FRAPPE!!! HAHAHAHA
4) REDEEM FREE SWENSENS ICE CREAM LOL!!!!