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After pressing the "Submit" button my heart still feels so heavy.

I'm struggling between Nursing and Pharmaceutical Science. Alot of people will question me WHY NURSING. Cause i think my score's quite good for that but pharmaceutical science is better in terms of results... and pay lol.

But i made up my mind to put nursing as my 2nd choice (after Social Science which is a new course LOL) and hopefully it will be fruitful :)

Because...

1) I considered pharmacy but i thought to myself : Am i going to sit there and dispense medicine for ALL my life? And the answer is no!
2) Pharmcy science has mathematics... And worst... engineering maths for 2 years. So if i screwed up that module, my GPA is gonna get affected. And my maths is.. bad.
3) I want to help people though the pay is low?


So... these are my choices :) (YES HORTICULTURE HAHAHA)
I also applied for JPSAE for Social Sciences (LOL) and Psychology and community services. Lol And used stuff like mission trips, red cross, china trip to back it up :)

I pray that whatever the outcome is, i will be contented and know that God has a plan for me. And that it will be fruitful :)