i just feel irritated by stuff happening around me.
Why can't people see,
why cant people understand what other people is feeling?
It's so ... yea. And well, if it hasnt us being close,
i wouldnt mind loosing a friend like you, or maybe,
i dont mind being alone all the while.

You werent the same last time
what has caused you to change?

why is everyone changing?
and being so selfish?

oh well, anyway i doubt you're reading this.

busy

Haha finally i had some time to update! Have been busy with school work, tests after tests. oh man. anyway. I just found out that i had another careless mistake during my maths test today! I've got so much time left, and all i did was look around, and mannn. i made that careless mistake! It's not the first time, but the second time already! Ahh, previously also like that. well. what i could do is to be more careful next time then.

now studies. I guess i am still able to cope with my studies. With the help of tuition ministry in church :D They really helpeed me alot! cleared my doubts and stuff. Thank God for wonderful people in church :D But well, POA's still hard for me. Still needa figure out on how to do some ermm, tables and stuff. AND OH NO, TOMMORRW'S GEOG TEST! crap, on "Rivers" i havent even learn a single thing yet. OH NO. pray XD

Anyway, i went cycling with my clique on mmhm sunday? Haha, and it was very fun? LOL. we cycled all the way to batok :) and before that, when everyone was so motivated, then i suddenly say "i wanna pee" LMAO. Okay then everyone was like . =.= okay alright.

Have you gotten this situation when suddenly, someone yells HELLO "ESTHER", and that person is far away, like a road away from you, and you cannot really see who that person is, and what's your reaction! LOL. i had this incident on sunday. oh mannn. i needa get a new specs. but well, i seriously dont know who that person is HAHAHAHA.

Well, alright. I went ikea with my church cliques yesterday LOL. super duper funny. we went there to shoppp OOOOO XD and we lied on the beds, And there's a mosquito netting, i thought it's for "Dong Fang" LOL FYI, IT'S MAKEOUT LMAOOOOOOOO. Yea so funny. Then i made them irritated >:D LOL okay. enough of Crap.

I've decided to do my QT consistently! When im not doing it, i feel so stressed. So well, yeah. im gonna do tonight and see what happens! Lol, and zixin's gonna call me later. NEW START, NEW YEAR!!

Alright, Goodbye everyone :)

titless post :D

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Okay school is boring. My brother got back his o levels result! I am so proud of him! Hahahaha :) i hope i can be like him tooo. I'll study hard!

And tmr we're going to talk to miss lo for valentines preparation! Awesome stuff going on! :D

will update real soon.

New beginning

oh gosh! tomorrow's gonna start school again! Haha, anyway. This weekends really flewwwww :(
Two days and like, so many days is gone! Haha, really great spending time with God's people :) they made my day! Haha, i remember we were laughing like siao today in luwei's condo. Really awesome! Ohh man. LOL. Okay, i shall study hard from tomorrow onwards! A verse that encourages me:

Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; They will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:30-31

I believe there'll be a rainbow after a storm :) and symbolizes a second chance, a new beginning :) Praise the Lord!

Hhaha, the long awaited mission trip photos are here! And all these are below 100mb. Still have around 3, cant seem to upload them :)



Nongkhai team 8 :)


This is pastor's birthday celebration in Nongkhai :D


One of the Girls on the vocation school who fell under the power of the Holy Spirit :)


Thai kids playing Mother chick in a school :D Then xunxiang and his "fluffy" :) Cute!


Team 8 doing the BIMBO cheer LOL. :)


Healing of a weak heart in thailand. He actually when he walk a few steps, he'll have headaches :)


Tau-poking in xunxiang's house :D


Lamers

new year

Hello! I shall now blog about new year, and school. since everyone has blogged about it already. So oh well, i guess im not so comfortable yet in my new class. New faces, New friends, but the same old mr heng. uhhhh. Man, he's gonna be my form teacher for 4 years! 4 YEARS! 365 x 4!!! LOL

okay enough of crap. well, my classmates are okay lah. some of them are really friendly. and there's a few active ones! which is really great! It brings up the class atmosphere! :D

But well, im still. Not used to. and yes,

im not used to seeing new faces in class
im not used to keeping quiet, and not shouting everytime LOL
im not used to sitting alone!
im not used to even bringing HEAVY BOOKS

I really miss my class though, 2-5 yea and i really hope that it'll be the same! i miss the cheerfulness, i still remember things we've done in class! stupid and lame stuff. like ermm, bringing the OHP trolley around the slopes in regent. and, pouring powder on the floor and have a sliding competition and playing ice man in the class and getting scolded by the teacher. Having a "Jump high" competition and banging on the notice board, seeing who's higher. OMG IM SO MISSING 2-5! Okay. have a great day~

and omg. sec3 books are H-E-A-V-Y! HEAVY x2! !@%@$@!$@$!! Okay. Short post for today!

last

If all I had was one last breath
I'd spend it just to sing Your praise
Just to say Your name
If all I had was one last prayer
I'd pray it 'cause I know You're always listening
If I could live a thousand lives, bind the hands of time
I would spend every moment by Your side

'cause I, I know You're there, I know You see me
You're the air I breathe
You are the ground beneath me
I know You're there, I know You hear me
I can find You anywhere

If all I had was one more song to sing
I would raise my voice to make the heavens ring
If all I had was one last chance, I'd take it
I would stake it all on You

If I could raise up high and catch a glimpse of every eye
I would make them believe
What I feel inside

Casting Crowns - I Know You're There

This song reminds me of, What am i supposed to be, and having so many chances, and i have to say that 2008's gonna be another chance for me. I'm gonna seize the opportunities, and bringing my Friends to Christ. Awesome stuff :D


Only a hour more to 2008! well. 2007 has been a fruitful year for me! especially my faith grew a bundle :) And I really hope 2008 would be Better then 2007!

A new year begins, a new chapter unfolds. My walk with God's never gonna be the same again! I'm commited to do quality QT! and erm, even writting journal everyday! Haha. Yeah. Some of my wishes in 2008 is to.

1) Excel in my studies
2) Go on a diet LOL
3) Continuing learning guitar *hint*
4) Excel in everything i do!
5) Walk with God to never be the same again.

Haha, so far. yeah! My ambitions or dreams, im sure i can achieve them with God's help!

Everything is possible through Christ who strengthens me.

Finally. WELCOME 2008!

Cell outing

Firstly, i dont know why but i have the urge to blog. eventhough im tired. YES I AM VERY TIRED!

Lol. I went for cellgroup outing as an "Overall Master" for the commitee. And LOL the way we introduced ourselves were so cool lah! LOL. but i cannot tahan, and laughed throughout. and Okay. This's how it goes. We act "cool" the say "Hello, I'm the overall master" then continues on, Then until the game masters finish, we'll say, "We are, the Masters" LMAOOOOOOO THE ACTIONS SO @!%@!%@%! FUNNY! Anyway. Doing works with the masters was really fun! Lol.

Me as Overall Master,
XunXiang as Forfeit Master,
Mindy as Safety Master,
Joshua as Games Master :D

Ohyes, and this outing planning was very very last minute. We actually planned on saturday only. Haha. So i guess it was really tough planning, But God was there to help us! Haha. We actually planned from 10pm to 2.30am STRAIGHT. 4 and a half SOLID HOURS of TYPING! whoooo. LOL Okay. and here are some pictures :D


Okay this is a part of the web game. Alphabets will be all around the playground, actually it was supposed to be the erm, web. haha. Then teams will be give riddle, and they're supposed to find the alphabets and report to saftey master LOL.


Yea, teams finding the alphabets :D

Next, we had soccer LOL. so yeah. i know nuts about soccer, so xx hosted :D


Playing soccer under the sun.


Okay one of the shots on the grass :D

Then we had water bomb for finale. Haha. it was kinda hilarious, as this was thought last minute too. LOL. anyway, the forfeits for the web game was HILARIOUS. anson header the egg, until the egg broke OMG LOL. i shall post the video soon LOL.

teams are supposed to defend their basket to be filled with water!

Mark defending their basket. and he got real wet LOL

Kenneth attacking the opponent's basket!

Okay then we had this Grand forfeit. What ideal was to make a "Delifrance Bread" with their arms. Their arms the be the bread. Then we must put egg as the surface LOL. so we put egg on their skin, then barbecue sauce, lettuce, curry sauce. and then to pose there for 10secs LOL.


Zixin attempting her delifrance bread LOL.

Okay then it rained. So we had some "ponchu" trend or whatever is taht spelt. So we took a photo LOL. i think passerbys will think we're siao. Cos we take it and walk around macdonalds LOL.


The ponchu craze.


Okay we then had some fun there. and then we went home! This is the flower that we took :D

So this is really roughly what we did in West Coast. I really need to thank God for letting us even have a great weather for the games, eventhough it rained a little during the last part, but still, Praise the Lord! And Yes i guess it turned out to be fun when we were panicing whether everything will turn out well. I've learnt to trust God more, and it's great! Thanks my fellow GMs for all your effort! really appreciate it. And even to staying up unitl 2.30am with me to do the thing! Haha :)

Lastly, a photo from dudley from japan!

Thanks a bunch! really nice :D eventhough there's no sakura blooming LOL

Previous posting

Firstly, MERRY BELATED CHRISMAS!

Okay, i know im super late, and probably the last one posting about mission trip, but i really wanna wanna appreciate my team for what they've done, especially my leaders and assitant, eventhough alot of unhappy things has occured but, dont worry! :D anyway, haha, it's really great getting to know you guys, as most of us are from different cellgroups, and really, i can feel the united-ness in us! oh yeah, and ummm, really wanna thank my team members too! espcecially my roomates and Lol for them to bear with me! and really great working with God's people :D
thanks for your everything, NongKhai Team8! and the translators for chionging and helping us translate! :D


and really thanks those who squeezed behind the van with us! it was really fun, and in the end, wanxin squeezed with us! so it's 6. and sorry i dont have the picture! really nice and cozy! :D


hahha. this girl's really awesome man! haha, she received Christ despite of the circumstances, and how sad is she. Her friend actually died in a car accident, and she's sad, and she dreams that her friend haunts her everynight she sleeps. well, i hope she's better now! :D

okay anyway, lots of things happened in thailand. but well, i dont have the time to blog! anyway, if you wanna know more, come and find me! :D okay. now im gonna post about post mission stuff. we actually went to eat don pie after mission! and it was really nice! luwei's mom was really friendly :Dthis place is ummm. chinatown square? haha, we went there to eat!


Black pepper chicken pie, HAHAHA.

and after all this, i got a hang of Counter Strike =.= and after cs, i've learnt how to play dota! haha im still a noob anyway, and anyone wanna play? :D

okay and we sent them off to budget terminal, before that we went burger king to eat. and we saw this cute little fluffy thing and! we pushed it, kicked it. and did alot of lame and immature stuff to it! i punched his stomach and ran. and i kicked his buttock. i squeezed his eyes too! LOL. i bet the person inside must be thinking "omgosh, today's a bad day!" and anyawy, he's smiling on the outside. HE'S HAPPY! =.=

we love the fluffy penguin(?)!

okay then we sent them off at budget terminal! haha. awesome! :DBIMBOS OMGOSH! hahaha. okay thanks a bunch jason and jono! for adding so much fun to our team, eventhough we've known each other for like a week or two, but God really made us united in christ! haha! awesome!


Lastly. Nongkhai team8 x3

new life

Haha hello everyone! I'm finally back after a few months of inactive-ness! i'm very sure i'll be dedicated to blogging now. Haha. tons of things have happened but i'm sure the greatest thing that've happened is that i've got back the passion i have for sharing Christ!

and yes, i'm still asking people to come for christmas bash tomorrow. well, hopefully they can come! and i really hope they will accept Christ! And recently, i bought a camera! Canon Ixus 70 and i took it for mission, will upload the photos here soon! But now hmm, i guess what i could do is to really pray for my friends, and yes.

I suddenly have the urge to study well, and give glory to God! Haha, i guess i'm really going to study very very hard next year! i think i'm forming a study group with mindy, ruth and corrinne. great! Haha. I really wanna study, and show everyone that i'm a christian, and that i'm different from everyone! Okay.

I shall go and play a game of dota for now! Take Care everyone! :D