first thing's first

Saturday, December 23, 2006

BOO! haha. my com spoil liao. zzz. now im at my friend's house. and yes. my com! so sad you know! my bro said it's the graphic card's problem. and yes. the graphic card's not spinning. so i cant use . and ive gotta use my friend's house's com and play! you know. how pityful am i.

and by the way, i just came back from my church's CAMP! hahahah. yeah. i shall blog about it later. while i blog about my previous days of my holiday. xD and YESSS! SISWP READS BLOG! whoahhh. scary leh. =x and so funny lor. then i shant blog about that. xD hahaha. okayokaokay.

and MY GOD'S A MIRACULOUS GOD! and yes. my family's a poor one. and we indeed pray for finacial assistance. and yaaaa. we dont even have money to pay for bills. and we left $30 dollars for this month. and we did prayyyyy. God really showed the way! after that, my mum's cellgroup member gave her a cheque. :D and i shouldnt tell you how much. xD and YESYESYES! even my aunt, she has kidney failure. she didnt even have enough money for herself. gave me and my brother money. oh man. God of Miracles! :D AHHH. YES! DOVA'S IN REGENT! :D:D:D

okay. anyway. i shall blog about the camp. :D and corine's beside me now. =.= lol. okay. anyway, the camp's really interesting! haha. and i really did experience God's presence. and im sure everybody does. :D oh well. and yes! that day. 2nd day i think. we learnt about the LETHAL WEAPON of the holy spirit. i meant, the Holy Spirit's our lethal weapon. COOL! OOOOHH! our camp speaker's Pastor Paul Geerling. he's the director of YouthAlive. everthing laaa. =.= haha. he's really a talented speaker! hahahahahahahaha. :D okay la. second day. we had altar call. and YESSS! God really showed up. and i cried. AWWWW. xD then yes. i felt something hot going through me. and i believed that it's the Holy Spirit. :D:D:D:D:DDD -,- okay laaaa.

and because! if YOU are observant, you'll notice that during 18th to 21 always rain. buttt! okay la. we actually prayed for 19th and 20th to be sunny so that we could go westcoast and play games. but 19th, it still rained. SO WE PRAYED HARDER! HAHAHA. then right~! GOd really showed up! and it was sunny till the evening. and we noticed that, the area we're in. the clouds above us are all WHITE! HAHA. and the miraculous thing is this. THE CLOUDS SURROUNDING US ARE ALL BLACK! haha. not black la. grey. =.= and yes. then a hawk came. actually got 2 la. one is a kite hawk. xD the other one is real one! haha. they say, God sent the hawk to tell us that its gonna rain. because, JUST AFTER THE HAWWK CAME! it began to drizzle. cool eh?? :D:D:D okay la.

then day 3!. oh anyway, the thing i just mentioned is day 3 :D and we had high praise. xD and Ps Paul suddenly wanted to have this spiritual exercise. and called us to imagine. you're alone at home, and someone suddely knocked at the door. it's Jesus. and you talked to him. tell him all your fears and all your troubles. and he's always there for you. :D okay la. i talked and yes! he talked to meee! then i asked them whether God's voice is like how. they said its like your own voice. xD soooo. yahh! cool! and. lastly. GIVE YOUR YOUTH TO GOD! remember your creator in the days of your youth. and YES!

i indeed learnt alot of things during this camp. shall blog about it neext time. i shall go play maple. ADD ME! del : rainbowshots xD till then.

grow in you's the greatest thing.

short post

Thursday, December 14, 2006

ahaha. just came back from my aunt's house. and so touched lorrrrr. she gave us money and yet she herself is in need of money. =x i really nidda share the gospel with her! and she's got kidney ffailure. =x still give us money. and i saw my little little cousin?

o.o my cousin's daughter. i dont know call what. and she's so cute! big eyes and square head. =.= and yes! my aunt told me about me when i was young. she said i like to stick to my mum. uh. how sad. ): IM GONNA WORK! :D

mt photo

Monday, December 11, 2006

im really appreciative to people! just read june's blog! awww. so nice. im gonna appreciate people too! :D oh well. im really apperciative to roiet! or the area roiet. or the people in roiet!

















haha. this were us! area roiet. blah. i dont know, im there! second row. ;D actually. i dont really wanna go roiet. i first heard. june's team! going roiet! then i was like. uhh?! i go roiet ar?! under sisWP leh! she so fierce. how? ): but i was wrong! she was nice all the way and she advises me what to do during prayer walking. really grateful. thanks! :D yeah.

and i miss all the translator! aww man. you know what?! they actually prayer walked EVERY village we went to before we even came! awww. PI YUI! PI JIW! miss you! and i didnt really like it until charmaine bay told me the kidos there are cute. xD and this little nong nong.







he's called baseball! :D and cant see his frontview. not my photo anyway. xD he's cute! and the way he hugs too. xD and a little guy caled notni. =x awww. he's at home crying lehhh. when we left. cos he's on the schoolbus! he just missed us by a few minutesss! awww. ):

alright. i shall appreciate my team! :D
















alright! yay! i love them :D this was a school we went. =x and the principal ACTUALLY allowed us to go INTO the classrooms and give threads. =x

1st Row (L to R) : Pi Yui, XunXiang, WanLin
2nd Row (L to R) : Zenna, Charmaine, Rachel, Joshua, Mark, Teacher,
3rd Row (L to R) : Serena, Principal, ME! , Mindy, June, i dont know. LayGuan.

haha. kumyong isnt there. )): and brother jeff was taking the photo for us. :D
















hahaha. this was during the first day. :D and yes. our BEEELOVED trade mark. *notice layguan there laughing. xD * and yay! LOVETHEM! we've gotta inspiration from some gasby advertistment before the trip. :DD

















hahaha. June. <3>The Appreciations.

June : Really thank God for you being my teamleader! remembered when i was down. then i didnt want to talk. and she called me do something. and i dont want. she was like. "why now you like that?" that question struck me. and i was like. =x haha. YES! really thank God! and she's the one always bring the team up, and erm erm, making everyone feel happy! loveya always!

Serena : YAY! my atl! haha. she's the cute one! everytime she's the one playing the guitar, even her er. er. er. nail broke? i think. xD or what laaaaa. and yes! she always bring her wafle and beanie, cookie monster for us to play! and she's the one always reminding us to, MINISTRY TIME! dont play. xD cool!

Mindy! : hehehe. BESTIEEE! and yesss. she's awesome laaa. i know i was kinda pissed during the room. and she endured it ya know! she endured all my nonesense. =.= and shared room with me. xD hahaha. and she's the one always reminding me, the bible says cannot lie, and you should not put words on my mouth! and yaaa. really righteous. :D

WanLin : my another roomate! :D really funny when she jokes around. AND THE WAY SHE SLEEPS. =.= i shall not disgrace her here. and i know if i do, she'll come killing me. xD and yes, i really appreciate you! you! you! for being my roommate. and blanja-ing me milk! now i love milk. xD and all the jokes you shared!

Charmaine! : hahahaha. yes my ex ex ex roomate. :D she's cute! and im sure gonna miss you during your 3weeks in china! enjoy yourself there! and buy me something. xD no laaa. jk. charmaine bay arrrrr. so cute! really glad that she's sitting next to me in the van. i've got a "pillow" xD and always there to cheer the team up! always leading us in prayer! :D

Rachel : my beloved Mortal! :D hahaha. she's the cute one laa! everytime crapping jokes in the van, making us hyper! and all her jokes so funny one! i remember the ERRRR. saddist thing she told us in the coach on the way to roiet. so gross lor! but i can see her effort! putting up all the jokes, and making us laugh! THANKS! :D

Zenna : MY ANGEL! hahaha. thanks for the chocolate jelly. o.o and the one and only encouragement card i received! :D yeahhh. she also! like to joke. and always there, joking around with rachel. and adding voice/sound to our group when we sing! her loudnesssss. o.o yay! thanks so much dear!!

Joshua : my small group people! hahahaha. really see God worked through you this trip! hehehe. was encouraged when you went to "Must Defend Our Table's Coke!" hahaha. the coke defender. and congratz on sharing! :D

LayGuan : hahahaha! he so funny laa! always there saying lame jokes. and the one being "forced" to pray. no laaaaa. and yes! he's the one. eventhough he's quiet, always sitting down there alone. ): know that God is with you! :D

XunXiangg! : hahah! he so cute! he's the one that do the everybody dance know. pom da pom. :D yeahhh. and taking care of baseball! and squeezing behind the van! and let us have more space infront. xD joker la him. xD

KumYong : hahahaha! YOU TINY EYEBALLS! xD we call him prof. kumyong. o.o cos he's the one telling us all the knowledge thingy. and i love it! like wad bumpholes. and wad dont drink too much water? forgotten! and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. xD

Mark : hahahaha. mark! the one always so enthu about sharing. and God will show a way! wasnt in the same team as you. so i dont really know much! and really thank God for you in our team. then enthu boy! or energetic. BLAH! xD

and yes!
















last of all! BEHOLD! the THROAT diagramn! xD june was learning how to burp then. she CANT! HAHAHAHA. and we were like teaching her how to. wanlin's making the throat. and charmaine bay being the "air". JOKER LAAA YOU ALL! xD

But though, i really apperciate them! yay. this's gonna be one of my memorable trip. :D till then.. xD

i once dropped a tear into the sea.
and the day i found it back,
is the day i stopped loving you.

mission trip!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

hahahaha. yay. mission trip's FUN larrrrr. :D:D:D and yay. i love my team!

june
serena
mindy
esther
zenna
rachel
wanlin
charmaine
kumyong
joshua
xunxiang
layguan
mark

haha. and yes! they've made my day. RoiEt Team4! gogogo. and sure. alot of miracles have happened during the past 9days. alot of healings, salvations. and i've sure grown alot through this trip. :D i shall share about it!

MIRACLE #o1!
aka. the nitnoi thai team.
haha. i still remember the nit noi thai team. yeahhh. it consist of. me, mindy and wanlin. my beloved roomates. =D and we were trekking. =x giving out book of hope to the thai villagers. and we came upon this old lady. and she was real friendly! my first impression of her was. whoahhhh. like so old. =x so erm. so! fierce! but i was really wrong. and im glad that eventhough we're young. we still can do things! and we ACTED. yes. i meant ACTED. out the gospel to them. like. *pointing to mindy* Phra Jeow! and *pointing to wanlin* kun! and hugged. meant God reconciled us to himself. and yes! miraculiously. =x she received Christ! and upon saying the sinners' prayer. her kneecap got healed! HALLELUJAH! and yes. my highlight of the trip. =x and the translator came and verified it. and her ankle hurts. we prayed again! and she got healed! wonderous eh? and she stood up. like. WHOAHHH?! mai jab mai jab! (not pain!) and she came hugging us! oh man. =x so touched! haha.

MIRACLE #o2!
aka. the 3healing lady!
hahahahah. yesyesyes! she received 3 healings! haha. she was the first ever ladyy we evangelised to. team 4.1 (june, me mindy, wanlin, joshua and layguan) currently. went to this house. and she was like peeling tomato! not tomato la. some ginger i guess. and one of them was like. pouring oil into the bowl. (which alooooooot of mosquitoes were flying around.) and i was like!!! *wahhhhpiang ehhh! so many mosquitoes you all still eat?! not scared ar?!* i was really amazed by them. =x and yes. i think june shared. and she, i think. she didnt wanna receive Christ at first. so we asked her whether is there any pain in her. she was like. pointing to her hand. and we've got it. numbness in her hand. and! and! the thing IS! she went to! cut off her charm in her handdd! i was like. she got SOOOO much faith! that God will heal her! and indeed. God DID heal her THREE illness! :D and we continued to pray for her! and she got healed! and she point her leg! and we prayed. and healed! and i think! i think! is stomach! so and yes. we wented to pray for her stomach. and june noticed her necklace on her neck. and asked her to surrender it. xD not so bad laaaa. and she refused. cos i think. is made of silver. maybe sh e could sell it away? i hope she doesnt wear it again! Praise the Lord!

MIRACLE #o3, #o4!
aka. backbone lady! xD and the young girl!
hahahaa. and. yes. =x lol. oh fyi, the akas all made by me. xD irrelevant. muahhaha. and alright! after the nit noi team! we went to this backache lady house. and she was like. buddhist for dont know how many years! and er. i shared the gospel. and and and! she dont wanna receive Christ. then! its alright! and we asked her whether nid any healings. and she said she had backache! so we prayed for her. the nitnoi thai team. ;D and yay! she received healing! but, she dont want Jesus into her life. i was like saying to her. *Phra Yesu Healed Kun! Kun wanna Receive Phra Yesu into Kun Cheewit?* and she was like. MAI MAI MAI! and i was like? UHH?! imagine people! Jesus came to heal your backbone! and he HEALED you. not 50% healed laaaa. but 100% leh! she still dont want! and nevermind loh. we wanted to leave. buttt! i think. the HolySpirit promted me to ask her ONE LAST TIME! and i told sisWP and she said okay. i asked her again. *You wanna receive?* and she SAID YES! miracles! hahahahahha. then we got her contact! and lived happily ever after. lol. no laaaaa. =x then comes miracle number 4! okayyyy. then we went to this alley. and i think. mindy or wanlin shared. and she doesnt wanna receive Christ. she's healthy! so no need healing. and HolySpirit prompted me to share my testimony. about God was with me EVEN when i was born. (learn from mickon de. xD ) and yesss! i think she's lonely bahhh. so when i shared finish. i asked her whether she wanna receive christ! and she say YESYESYESYESYESYES! omgosh! so happy! xD xD

and of course. there are MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH more miracles to come. =x but! im lazy. maybe next time! and i've really learnt alot alot alot from this trip. eventhough i went to missiontrips before, but the previous ones ain't nice. =x not not nice lar. but i didnt really do my quiet time everyday, didnt really shared last time. and june was like. THIS YEAR YOU ALL MUST SHARE! then you all will know the JOY! of sharing. and yes i did! but eventhough SOME of them didnt receive Christ, but i believe that! they will soon receive. and Pastor said. a person needs to hear gospel repeatly. blah. means that. er. they needa hear the gospel more then once before they will receive Christ. and yay!

somethings i've learnt during this trip.
1. to be more prayerful.
as you see! we pray everytime! before the village. alot! and yes. prayer is indeed important!
2. how to share.
yes. on how to share! june really taught me on how to share! HALLELUJAH!
3. do quiet time is impt during missiontrip.
and yes, i've never did quiet time consistently during my previous trips. and i found out
that.when i do quiet time, even when im tired or what, when im DOING it, it doesnt tire me
out . like. it's not tiring at ALL!

and yes. ill upload the photos when JUNE! uploaded the photos. or when the roiet cd comes! CHEERS!

ALL GLORY GOES TO THE LORD!

mt

Thursday, December 07, 2006

oh well people. im backkkkk! :D

and oh well. im sickkk. very sick. =x not really laaaaa. its just. hmmm. cough and flu? but will run a fever soon. trust me pepa. oh well. i shall go and rest!

just posted this post to inform you guys that im back! xD and, i shall post about mission trip the next time. xD tireddd. YAY! ive grown alot in this trip. and ALOT of miracles man. all Glory goes to Lord. :D

leaving

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

hahahaha. i will be off to thailand tomorrow! since there's no time to post tomorrow, i shall post today. and mission for church's missiontrip. and my
brother's boasting that he can play computer the whole day.. who cares? im gonna use after my trip! :D:D:D

oh well. im gonna miss ALOT ALOT of people! and buy gifts for them i think. i might be buying autoroam sim card. zhang said it's 20bucks. sing dollar. ahh. yes. =x alot of things to do. and well.

this's supposed to be the last post before i go off! and my mum cant send me off tomorrow. ): she say she's got camp. oh well. nvm! :D and erm. i dont know?

i shall post a picture of myself for dova and jiaying, jacelyn! bahh. whoever who misses me. xDD


me and my kuku face. =.=
oh well. dont laugh alright! xD



and, dont say im thick skin. =.= posting my pictures here. xD oh welll. im gonna miss singapore! and ive gotta adapt that chilli place. eew. i cannot take chilli! first missiontrip i ate chilli then the whole trip i got cough. =.= uhhhhh. i know! poor thing right. anyway.

the 5 false are out! finally. (forgotten them. xD)

2) i started wearing specs since primary3.
3) i dread going to church when i was young.
11) i prefer icecream in tubs then icecream in cones.
13) i have known mindy for 10years. (FYI, she's my bestie.)
17) i took part in a colouring competition and i won.

hahahahaha. alright. quite unbelievable eh? xD

oh welll. ive gotta go do my packing! must miss me people! and taggggg! :D:D

BYEBYE PEOPLE! <3

dumb quiz.

Monday, November 27, 2006

tio saboed by chiewtong. T_T

RULES:Do the followings WITHOUT complains.
Choose 5 person to do this after you complete yours.
Leaves a tag on the person's tagbox say he/she has been tagged.


The 10 favourites
Favourite Colour: orange
Favourite Book: i dont really read. sing to the dawn?
Favourite food: ummm. choco.
Favourite Movie: eh? i've never watched for long. wtc?
Favourite Sport: cycling
Favourtie Season: summer. no school. xD
Favourite Country: korea. but never been there before.
Favourite ice-cream flavor: chocolate.
The 7 currents
Current mood: happy. excited!
Current things you are wearing: tops and shorts.
Current desktop: a blogskin bg.
Current toenail colours: im not vain.
Current time: 5.11pm
Current annoyance(s): none?
Current thoughts: thinking about missiontrip!
The 7 Firsts
First best friends: mindy. um. k1 kid.
First love: someone.
First movie: forgotten.
First piercing: last year.
First lie: when i was really young.
First music: the first piano piece i played.
The 7 Lasts
Last cigarette: the props i made. last fri i think. xD
Last drink: a cup of milo.
Last car ride: yesterday from church. bus ride la.
Last crush: someone.
Last movie seen: wtc.
Last phone call: to dova and joan.
Last CD played: YouthAlive, All of The Above.
The 6 Have You Evers
Have you ever date one of your best friends: nope.
Have you ever broken the laws: yeap.
Have you ever arrested: nope.
Have you ever skinny dipped: nope. =.=
Have you ever been on the tv: dont think so.
Have you ever kiss someone you don't know: i guess so?
5 things you are wearing: clothes lor. specs.
4 things you have done today: blog this dumb quiz. eat drink sleep and music.
3 things you can hear right now: Majesty by PlanetShakers.
2 things you can't live without: God, family and friends.
1 thing you do when you are bored: use the com.

And now, for the 5 person you tag

NOBODY. :D

GOD'S LOVES YOU!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

YAYYYY! today just went fundraising. OH MAN! God really does provide. 30k, in a week! yay! we reached our target. and God doesnt gives us at the point, but 700bucks more! im really glad to know it. actually we'v e got money from last year's mission. so cool! i was really believing in him. and we've got money! PRAISE THE LORD! KEEPTHEFAITH<3 KEEPTHEFAITH* weeets. :D

hehe. then went swimming and found out emeline's house uber nice la! then the balcony.. so big! uhhhh. and i went home. NOTHING ABOUT IT LA! xD yay. im so highhhh.

and just sent francis off yesterday! 25th November. awww. so sad lurhhh. nearly cried la. ): he looked so ummm. handsome? xD no laaaa. jkjk. xD i look super duper sleepy that day. woke up at 5.45am leh! imagine that girl. haha. then met with herman verna hh and jx. cool dude! xD then took mrt there loh. and that's about it. shall post pictures later. anyway.

then went church! combined service! hallelujah. and yess! saw jacelyn. qijun and sergio! didnt see sheila. WHERE ARE YOU? xD oh wells. jacelyn's acting les with me. xD miss her so much la. xD then talked about worship! its really great alright! we should worship God whenever we are. no matter in bus or wdv. yay. ill do that! :D alot lurh. :D <3>im flying off people! for missions. :D so ill be off.ill miss tons of people! JACELYNNNN!! oh wells. here's the picture.

















this's the last photo we took i guess.
i was sticking out my tongue. cos i find the
first two post ugly. xD


















haha. the photo i took with francis.
my eyes were closed. ): they nv say 1, 2, 3. ):
















yay. everyone. xD i look dumb. oh btw. francis's mom. :D

oh well. i shall end here! im looking forward to mission! though i might miss my friends. yay. i miss my missions team! im off to pack bag. =.=

my faith grew.. in You..

COKES UNITED!

Friday, November 24, 2006

haha. alrighttt. its loooooong time since i've posted. xD and i shall blog about today. yay. i really love my team! oh btw. we're called the drinks team. >=o AND BTW! charmainebay's actually sarsy. or sassy. =.= then she changed. xD

june = coker(leader of cokes)
serena = zhong coke(middle coke)
mindy = cokeless(no coke. xD)
xunxiang = xiaocoke(small coke)
esther = dacoke(big coke)
charmaine = gulpless(no gulp)
zenna = xiaogulp(small gulp)
rachel = zhonggulp(medium gulp)
wanlin = yakult(small in size xP)
kumyong = dagulp(big gulp)
joshua = slurpee(7eleven)
layguan = carrot juice(orange)
mark = cherryade(F&N)

and we were like. the cokes were the only one so high. zi-highing. xD and yes, the coke's inspirated from. macs coke. xD cos we were holding our cokes(mine's sprite) and yes. like that lor. haha! so funny. funny! yay. roi'et team 4. and i just found out that roi'et's got the biggest guan yin in thailand. o.o shall wait and see! posting photos.

Dear Lord,

i pray against any spiritual attacks in my team,

no matter physically or spiritual, just bind and break them!

and send angels to protect us! let us just be alright.

In Jesus' Name,
Amen!

YAY! also praying for june and serena! our beloved tl and atl. when the leaders fall, we're in deeeep trouble! and yay! kumyong was like. it's gulp, not glup. o.o and just now during the skit! he just carried xunxianggg! oh man! so skinny. o.o hehe. alright. i shall post the photo we took.


















lol! taken with coker's phone. i look kuku-ish. =.=

cokeless got no coke. so she shan't be in the pic. xD nahh. im not so evil. xD and yay! 5 more days to mission trip. or 4 more days soon. 100hours? xD i dont know?

and btw! tmr francis's leavinggggg. awww. sending him off at erm. 6.15 people! yay. gonna miss him. and im starting work next year! but. cokers against it. ):

God'S word.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

One day, I woke up early in the morning to watch
the sunrise.Ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond
description.As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.

As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.
He asked me, "Do you love Me?" I answered,"Of course, God!
You are my Lord and My Saviour!"

Then He asked, "If you were physically
handicapped,would you still love me?"
I was perplexed.I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest ofmy body
and wondered how many things I wouldn't be
able to do,the things that I took for granted.
And I answered, "It would be tough, Lord,
but I would still love you."

Then the Lord said, "If you were blind, would youstill love my creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it?
Then I thought of all the blind people in the world
and how many of themstill loved God and His creation.
So I answered, "It's hard to think of it, but I would still love you."

The Lord then asked me,
"If you were deaf,would you still listen to my word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf?
Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is
not merely using our ears,
but our hearts. I answered,
"It would be tough,but I would still listen to Your Word."

The Lord then asked, "If you were mute,would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice?

Then It occurred to me:
God wants us to sing fromour very heart and soul.
It never matters what we sound like.
And praising God is not always with a song, but
when we are persecuted, we give praise with our words of thanks.
So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing,
I would still praise Your Name."

And the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered
boldly,"Yes Lord! I love you because
You are the one andtrue God!"
I thought that I had answered well,

but God asked,"Then why do you sin?"
I answered, "Because I am only human. I am notperfect."
"Then why in times of peace do you stray thefurthest?
Why only in times of trouble do you pray theearnest?"
No answer. Only tears.
The Lord continued: "Why only sing at fellowshipsand retreats?
Why seek Me only in times of worship?
Why ask things so selfishly?
Why ask things so unfaithfully"
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why are you ashamed of me?
Why are you not spreading the good news?
Why in times of persecution,
you cry to others when I offer My shoulder to cryon?
Why make excuses when I give you opportunities
to serve in My Name?"I tried to answer,
but there was no answer to give.

"You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw
this gift away.I blessed you with talents to serve Me,
but you continue to turn away.I have revealed
My word to you, but you do notgain in knowledge.
I have spoken to you, but your ears were closed.
I have shown my blessings to you, but yours eyes
turned away.I have sent you servants, but you sat
idly by as they were pushed away.
I have heard your prayers, and I have answered
them all.Do you truly love Me?"I could not answer. How could I?
I was embarrassed beyond belief.I had no excuse.
What could I say to this?When my hearts had cried out,
and tears hadflowed,I said, "Please forgive me Lord.
I am unworthy tobe your child.

"The Lord answered, "That is My grace, My child."I asked,
"Then why do you continue to forgive me?Why do you love me so?

"The Lord answered, "Because you are My creation.
You are My child.I will never abandon you. When you cry,
I will have compassion and cry with you.
When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you.
When you are down, I will encourage you.
When you fall, I will raise you up.
When you are tired, I will carry you.
I will be with you till the end of the days, and
I will love you forever.

"Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have
been so cold?How could I have hurt God as I had done?
I asked God, "How much do you love me?

"The Lord stretched out His arms, And I saw Hisnail-pierced hands.
I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Saviour.And for the first time, I truly prayed.

taken from foolz blog.